Million Words, One Letter

First look

I wore a long dress that my mother gave me as a gift before I left, I thought that it would make me feel confident in my personality and I wouldn't feel shy, knocked on the door several times and Natasha came out of her room quickly while she says: Everyone has come, I will go to open the door." Everyone was talking while I was hesitant to go out until I heard Natasha after a few minutes saying: Yes, Yes I made dinner, it's ready! But you both should salute my new sister." No one spoke until I came to the living room while she holding my hand firmly until then one of them said: Is she really your sister? Because I can't find any resemblance." Natasha laughed and said,' She is not the real sister, I mean my sister who lives here, By the way, I have prepared the pancakes that Nathan loves, right?" I didn't know where Nathan was, my eyes were moving left and right until one of them suddenly spoke: I came here for pancakes,I didn't want to go out of the store at this time just to see you!" Is this Nathan? Wait! 'then suddenly he said at the same time: Hey Hey, wait a moment, are you? The girl I saw in the animal store? That girl who was standing in front of 'Natasha interrupted him and said: I didn't know you already knew her.' Then I said quietly: My name is Sophia, he was unaware of my name but I saw it by chance when I was in the place of animals. 'Everyone went to the dining table for the dinner that Natasha had made, then suddenly Natasha grabbed my shoulder and said: We'll go out after finishing the food, I don't allow you to say the word no.' I looked at everyone and said:"But I am tired, I have a lot of homework that I haven't finished yet, I really want to go out but maybe some other time.'said Natasha:"But you can get to know everyone there, don't worry, we'll go back early because we all have a job tomorrow,"I felt guilty for being in this place and I wished that I was still in my father’s house, there is no one who can make me do something I do not want, I was making a smile for everyone and all I wanted was to return to that apartment and not mix with anyone, was  The place is full of people and I could not hear Natasha and her friends when someone speaks, I felt annoyed and told her that I was going to sit away. The minutes were not complete until Nathan sat in front of me and said: I see that this place is not suitable for you, I can see it in your features, the place is very annoying right?' I smiled at him and said: The place is very normal but the problem is that I have never gone to a place like this before, the music is very loud and everyone is dancing.' Nathan looked around and then said: By the way, Natasha told me yesterday about you, she said that you know nothing about the city and that the place makes you feel fear and tension, but it is completely normal, you will start to learn the language step by step with my help.' I looked at him and said: with your help? Thank you.' Nathan put the juice cup and said: We are going to go to famous and beautiful places, you really need to hear people who speak this language constantly in order to learn very quickly, all you have to do is not worry or fear about that, you got Nathan now.' I smiled coldly on his face and then went back to look at the place, the minutes were running very slowly while I was waiting to return to the apartment as soon as possible, everyone was dancing and enjoying this time, I went to Natasha while she was talking to one of them and said: Sorry but I want to go.' She looked at me close-up while she was trying to hear me and went back to saying: I want to go home it's too late, I was trying to pay attention to the time, but Nathan spoke and said: She says she wants to go home, don't worry I will go with her.' I said inside myself ' Hey what? Are you really going to walk home with me?  It is difficult and I cannot trust him so easily.