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One day I was out with Natasha to buy some things for the house, we were in one of the malls taking a look at home furniture while Natasha was preparing to buy one of the tables, suddenly Natasha's phone rang and answered speeding': Hi Nathan? How are you doing?' My heartbeat increased without feeling, I was trying to be normal, but all I knew was that Nathan was tired at home, and Natasha said that she would go to him, did not complete the payment of Natasha in the shop and went speeding to the house of Nathan, yes Nathan has a big house not like Natasha who lives In a small apartment, Natasha was talking all the way about Nathan saying: I know, he suffers from headaches and this affects his eyes a lot and affects his stomach and will not eat all day, I will prepare him soup and tea with honey, yes it is delicious I have prepared it before and he liked the taste.' I suddenly said:" Calm down Natasha, I'm sure he's going to be okay, just be quiet." Natasha arrived at Nathan’s house which was very beautiful from the outside, I couldn’t believe that he was really his house and it’s really strange that Natasha had the house key which really made me believe that it was Nathan’s house, she opened the door and started calling Nathan everywhere until we went up to his room and found him Lying on the bed, I didn't look at him but I heard her saying:'Here you go, you're still lying down? I will take care of you and make you soup, okay? do you want anything? Is your phone next to you?' Nathan laughed and said:What's wrong with you, Natasha? Why are you doing so mean? I'm just fine but I'm tired and exhausted and I couldn't wake up from my bed, I feel a bad headache.' She hit him on the shoulder hard and said:' I was terrified when you called me, I did not finish buying my table and I came to you so quick with Sofia.' Nathan sat on his bed and said:" What? Sofia? Is she here? I mean...' Natasha looked at him and said': What's wrong with you? Yeah, she's here, Sofia It's all right, Did you see that? He told me that he was tired and could not move his body, Is this the person we left that table for? Well I'm going to go make soup, can you watch him?' I looked at him as I was amazed and said in a soft voice: "But I cannot, I will go with you." She grabbed my hand and said, "Please just sit down, I know that if I leave him he will leave the house and tell me that he is fine and does not feel any pain, I will come back soon." I knew that Natasha was going to make me stay with Nathan in a place on our own, I was standing all the time while Nathan was looking at me for a few seconds and then he said in a tired voice': You can go if you want to, because I don't want you to feel that I will do something bad to you.' Then I overcame my fear and sat without being allowed to sit, I was watching my phone all the time while I was moving the icons left and right on the phone and not knowing what to do, I looked at the room and then suddenly he said:'Umm, by the way, I built it myself and I mean everything, I thought I would get married at the time that this house was built, but now it has been three years and this house still has not been filled in 'Five minutes have passed and then he said': How are your studies? Did you study on the weekend? ' I said clearly': No.' Nathan did not complete his speech until Natasha came carrying the soup and put it on the table and said:" What is your temperature, Nathan?" He put down his phone and said:" I don't know, I told you I'm fine and no need to worry, it makes me nervous." Natasha sat next to him and said:" Come on, eat soup, I'll go find the medicine in your house." Nathan looked at me as he was taking soup and suddenly I looked elsewhere and then said:" I don't know why you do that, every time I try to tell her I'm tired she start doing that, sometimes I feel she care in me more than my sister.' I said" Yes, she really is a beautiful girl who deserves love." Nathan laughed and said," I don't think so, she doesn't want any relationships with someone who works in the same place where she works, she doesn't want to see love everywhere, I think all girls want it, have you loved someone before, Sofia?" I didn't take the time to think about his question and soon I said:' I don't want to talk about this, just eat your soup, tell Natasha that I'm going to the apartment.' And while I was carrying my bag and I was going he said:" Can we go to drink coffee?" Someday? I can help you do homework!' I didn't even see him, I went up to the bus and went to the apartment without telling Natasha, who went back to Nathan and said without warning: "Where is Sophia?" He said:" She went to the apartment, Natasha grabbed Nathan's face and said:" I know you didn't do anything to her, but did you say anything to her? Please Hear me Nathan before you talk, know that you will say that you are older than her and that you will not do anything to harm her, but love sometimes hurts, and there is no shame to love someone younger than you but the defect is that you do not care about him, Sofia came to study here, I opened my apartment for her to learn, not to feel that someone was bothering her, Do you understand that?' Suddenly Nathan said: 'Can you tell her that I want to see her in that cafe opposite the apartment?'  are you crazy? It was clear that she did not want any emotional relationship, I told you that she is here for study': Just tell her please.' So Nathan said to Natasha and didn't hesitate to tell me when she came home.