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CHAPTER TWO: LOVE, LUNAR
"DEAR AUGUST, HOW'VE YOUbeen? It's been a year since Estella and my parents deaths. You haven't called. You haven't checked in. I assume you hate me. You did kick me out after all. I'm going through a lot right now. So much has happened to me since I've moved here, you wouldn't believe me if I told you. Technically, I'm not allowed to tell you. Anyways, I have a boyfriend. . . or I did. He left me. Like my parents did. Like Estella did.
That's besides the point. Is it stupid that even thought I'm so angry and upset and pissed off with him that even because of everything that happened, I still love him? Because I do. It's bad, really bad. I can't really talk with Bella about this because she's currently in a great depression or whatever. Kinda pissing me off, not gonna lie.
I feel lonely. I don't even know why I'm telling you this. You don't care. You never did. Never will. But, I don't hate you. I don't have that in me. I don't have the heart to hate my own family. I will always love you even though you will always hate me because you were jealous of my mother. And sadly, I look just like her.
Anyways, I should go. Write back? It would be nice to know someone actually is trying to communicate with me.
With Love, Luna
November 30th, 2005"
Estella read the letter over and over and over again. Each time her anger grew. What happened to not knowing anything about Luna's whereabouts? Estella quickly jumped off her bed, throwing open her bedroom door and entering her aunts room. She quickly searched her aunts things, completely tossing privacy out of the window. She searched the entire room until she found what she was looking for.
There was a box placed under August's bed, against the wall that was almost too far from Estella's reach. Almost too far. Estella grabbed hold of the box and yanked it from under the bed. She threw the top off, not caring where it landed. Her jaw clenched as she picked up the several envelope's that were placed together by a rubber band. Estella stood up and grabbed the top, placing it back on the box before picking the entire thing up and carrying it into her room.
She read through every single letter. And each one made tears form in her eyes seeing as she could hear her sister's voice as she read the letters in her head. Estella had bit down on her lip so hard that blood was starting to be drawn. She read each letter precisely, not missing any details and making sure to go back and re-read it so that she didn't miss any.
Estella was angry at her aunt for keeping this from her, and she was upset at herself for missing her sister so much. She should've just died, like Luna thought she was. Estella was pacing the room with her head in her hands. Why did August keep this from her? Estella stopped her pacing when she saw a glimpse of white coming from underneath a family photo August had in the box. Estella walked over to it and pulled out the photo before finding another envelope. She picked it up and turned it over only to let a soft gasp escape her lips. This letter was directed towards Estella.
Estella slowly sat on her bed once more, her eyes never leaving the curls of her name that Luna had so delicately put on the white envelope. Estella quickly opened it, being careful not to rip it. She took the folded letter out, placing the now empty envelope aside. She unfolded the letter and slowly read over the words that were directed towards her.
"Dear Estella, I miss you. It pains me to know that you'll never receive this letter. But I miss you, and I need you. God, I need you so much right now. You know, you would hate it down here in Forks. It's so rainy and wet and no sunshine whatsoever. Well, occasionally there's sunshine, but you would still hate it here. The people are really nice however, you would like them.
Bella's really great, and her father was very welcoming. So, I've been staying here for the past few days. I promised Charlie that once I graduated I would leave his house. Oh also! So, there's this family that lives here, the Cullen's. Sis, when I tell you they are drop dead gorgeous, it makes me physically nauseous. Why can't I look like that? Also, I talked to one of them. His name is Jasper Hale I believe.
Anyways, we had a three second conversation in History class, and he complimented my drawings. And you know how much I love it when people compliment my drawings. So, sadly I'm head over heels for this boy but I barely know him so that's always fun. This'll probably be the only physical letter I'm going to send, the others I'll probably write down and keep stored because I know you won't see them and I'm sure August will start to complain if I send her letter's that are supposed to be directed at you.
I love you sis, I hope you're having the time of your life up there with the angels. Forever and Always, Stellar.
Love, Lunar
March 27th, 2005"
Estella placed a hand over her mouth as tears fell from her eyes. She missed her sister, she missed her more than anyone or anything. Estella needed to find her. And so, that's what she was going to do. Estella Star was going to find her sister, and she would be damned if someone tried to stop her.
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