Changes

Chapter 10

Sakura's pov
I see Sasuke looking at me in shock with his mouth wide open. I roll my eyes and I walk over to him and I turn him around and I cut the rope. He looks at me confused and I say " What? You will be uncomfortable sleeping tied up. " he chuckled and he said " Did you stop fangirling over me? " he said in a teasing tone I chuckled and I say calmly " Yes a long time ago actually ever since I joined the Anbus. " he looked at me coldly and he asked " Are you not afraid that I will escape when your asleep? " I chuckle at his question and I see him tilt his head to the side out confrontation so I answer " Not only were the ropes infused with chakra but they also drained your chakra. And without chakra you will collapse and I know your and your brothers weakness. " as soon as I finish he stands up and he asks in a demanding tone " What is his weakness Sakura? " I felt shivers run down my spine I look at him with my emotionless look and I say " You are smart enough to figure that out on your- " when I was about to finish my sentence I was cut off by Sasuke pushing me to the wall. My back hitting the hard and cold wall I see the goose bumps on my arm. I was about to walk forward but Sasuke slams his both arms on the each side of me trapping me in between his arms. I look at him a little heated and I ask a little pissed " What is this about? " he looks at me with his death glare and he said " You will tell me Itachi's weakness Sakura. " as he said my name my body reacted with shivers running down my whole back. As I slowly come to my senses that I can push him away. I put my hands on his chest and I push him off. I see him backing up and looking at me with his death glare I sigh and I say " Sasuke give it up go to sleep you need to rest. " I say as I lay on my bed throwing the cover over me. I could feel his cold stare piercing through my soul. I hear him starting to sit down on his bed and eventually laying down. I could hear him throwing the covers on his body. I then suddenly hear him say " So team 7 fell apart huh interesting and I thought you were the one to keep the team together how pathetic. " as he finished I get a bit mad but I drop the anger. He was right I couldn't stop him from leaving I didn't even bother to help Naruto to go after him. Naruto was in the hospital for weeks because off him what am I saying he was in the hospital because off....me. I still hate the person I am I feel like I'm not doing enough for the village. The sadness gained more power at the moment more then anger because I blame myself and I am the one to blame. Naruto then went to train with Jiraiya while I trained under the fifth Hokage. I will never forgive myself for what I have put Naruto,Neji,Shikamaru,Kiba and Choji through. I deserve the blame I want to vanish sometimes from earth like right now. Being in the Anbu makes it easier to hide my emotions everyone in the village wants me to be the " old " Sakura but they don't understand that she is no longer alive. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes I am fighting them not to fall down my face but I fail like I always do. A hot tear rolls down my face I wipe it away and I lay back on my side. I really am weak,annoying,pathetic,useless aren't I? I grip the bed sheets tight. All I want is someone to understand me to tell me everything is going to be okay but I don't have anyone like that not even my own parents. They are proud of me joining the Anbu and being the most powerful shinobi in the Anbu but they rant about it to everyone they don't even care how I feel that's why I live alone. I am closing myself in my own body I feel trapped but yet I can't do anything I could feel myself bite my lip since this is what I do when I hold back a river off tears back. I bite my lip harder and harder I taste the metal taste of blood. I lick the blood of my lip and I look over at Sasuke he is asleep good. As least he will get some rest. I then feel my eyes getting heavy so I shut them and soon I fall asleep. I wake up to the water running I sit up quickly and I look over to the empty bed. I see the door open so I look at the door to see Sasuke walk out I sigh and I get up. I walk to the shower and I pass Sasuke he grabs my wrist and turning me around to face him. I look at him with my death glare and he says " What is that? " he says as his thumb brushes over my bottom lip. I stop his hand and I say " Nothing to be concerned about. " I turn my back to him and I grab my regular clothes and I walk to the bathroom. I lock it and I turn the shower on and I strip my clothes off I get in to the warm running shower. The water hitting my back as I feel the water run down my face. I wish I could scream because I really need to. But I can't I cannot show any emotions. I grab the shampoo bottle and I put in on my hand and I rub my scalp. I wash the shampoo out and I put a little bit off condition in my hair and I wash it out. I wash my body and I turn the water off I take the towel and I wrap myself in it. I step othe shower and I grab another towel rubbing my hair with it drying it I brush my teeth and I change in to my clothes I brush my hair and I hang the towels up. I unlock the door and I open it I see Sasuke laying on the bed bored out of his mind. I put my dirty clothes in my bag and I sense a presence I open the door and I see the bird I sent off yesterday I reach my arm out so it could land. As it landed I took the scroll off it and I sent it back. I open the scroll and I start to read it I can't believe that she wants me to do this...