When Dreams Become Reality

Part 24

A/N Finally started break today so I can get back to writing!! After I get this part posted I will work on the next part for Never Thought This Would Happen and have it posted hopefully tomorrow. I have a busy night and day tomorrow with my great grandma's funeral which if you follow me on instagram you would know about that. Now this chapter starts right where the other one left off. Sorry for leaving a long cliffhanger!

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I get into my car and I don't even know where I'm going. I pick up my phone and scroll to the name of the person who knows Patrick the best, his mom.

A-Hello?

S-Hey Amanda it's Sam.

A-Hey Sam! How are you?

S-To be honest not the best.

A- Honey what happened?

S-Well ever since we returned from our honeymoon I haven't seen Patrick at all. He hardly talks to me. Every time I call or text him he never answers. I'm lucky to get a text from him saying he won't be home. Then he came home tonight and we got into a huge fight and I said something really regretful and I feel so bad...

A- Sweetie calm down. Every married couple says stuff to each other that they don't mean to.

S-I know but I don't know if he will ever forgive me..

A-You both just need to think and talk to one another.

S-I know but I just totally just packed a bag and left and I don't know where to go. I cant go back there not now.

A-Shh. Honey I'm actually in LA. I was going to surprise you guys with a visit. Why don't you come to my hotel room at the Ritz.

S-Ok I will be there in 20. Thank you.

A-Of course you're my daughter in law.

I drive to the Ritz and quickly grab my bag and up the elevator without being recognized. I knock on the door that Amanda told me to go to.

"Hey sweetheart!" She says opening up the door and engulfing me into a hug.

"Thank you so much for letting me come here."

"Of course. So tell me this awful thing you told my son."

"Well first off I'm pregnant...."

"Oh my gosh!! I'm going to be a grandma!" She says taking me into her arms once again.

"Yeah and when I found out I knew something needed to change. So when he surprisingly came home early and saw me doing some work that should have been done already I told him that I was up all last night throwing up and how much I wanted my husband there next to me. Then I accidentally let it slip that I was pregnant and I might have told him that I dont know if he will be in the baby's life and I also said that I wish I wouldn't have moves to LA because then I wouldn't have ever met him and my life wouldn't be a living hell right now."

"Oh honey your hormones are so out of whack that you don't ever think before you speak. I had three kids and the worst was when I was pregnant with Patrick. I yelled at my husband so much. I couldn't count the number of times he was thrown out of the house."

"God why is it so hard to have a baby. Why can't the guy go through this."

"Trust me though feeling your baby move inside of you is amazing I wouldn't have trades it for anything."

"Has Patrick called you?"

"Today? No I'm actually surprised he hasn't called to ask me what to do. You know when you guys had that break he called me right after you left crying so hard. I thought you were in an accident he was so broken."

"Wow I don't know if I have seen Patrick cry very much for things. Except for when he apologized for that and when I was walking down the aisle."

"Patrick hides his emotions to good. You never know with him."

My phone starts to ring.

I look at it and it is Patrick finally.

"It's Patrick."

"I'll give you some privacy."

S-Hello?

P-Hey...I thought I would give you some time. I have missed you so much and I didn't realize what I was doing to us until I watched you walk out. I'm so fucking stupid. I have hurt you way to many times and I probably don't deserve your forgiveness, but we are having a baby and that is just...amazing. That we made a person that is inside you. I love you so much but I understand if you don't want to stay with me. I just want to know that you are safe and ok.

S-I am I promise. I just need a night. Can I have that at least?

P-Yeah I don't work the next two days so I will be home all day when you are ready.

S-Ok....

P-I love you.

S-........I love you too.

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The next morning I wake up after only getting a few hours of sleep. I slept like crap. Even though I haven't slept next to Patrick a lot of nights in the last month last night knowing that I may never sleep next to him again was heartbreaking and I couldn't do it. I had made my choice.

I get dressed and tell Amanda that I'm going to talk to Patrick and after we talk I will bring him here to surprise him and bring her back to our house so she doesn't have to stay at a hotel.

I get in my car and make the 40 minute drive to our house. Once I get there I see a figure standing out on the edge of the cliff. I walk towards it and it turns around as I get closer. I realize it is Patrick. He walks toward me. Once he gets closer I run up to him and wrap my arms around his neck.

He whispers sweet soothing things into my ear as I cry.

"Hi." I say softly as we pull away from our long embrace.

"Hi." He replies wiping away the tears still on my face.

"I can't live without you and I'm sorry that I couldn't realize what I was doing to us until it was almost to late."

"And I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have walked out like that."

"I love you."

"I love you too so much."

"We are having a baby?" He says bringing his hands to my stomach.

"We are." Joining my hands with his.

He kneels down and kisses my stomach.

"Mommy and daddy love you so much baby."

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A/N I fixed it!! I hope you enjoyed it!!