Today was such a bad day. Not only today but really all week and I really haven't had a break. My friends are really the only thing keeping me together at this point, especially Tadashi. He's been messaging me non stop trying to make sure i'm okay and coming over and continuing to comfort me. Tonight however was a little different, instead of calling me to ask to come over he just knocked on my door. I answered it and before I knew it he was hugging me tight enough to the point where I almost couldn't breathe which made me smile. For the next couple minutes he stood there and continued to ask me if I was going to be okay.
- a hour later-
After a little bit we sat down on my couch and watched a movie. I let him pick in hope that he would kind of calm down since he seemed a little shaken up which I still don't know why. As we sat there he softly wrapped his arms around me and held me close as I smiled, he was so gentle and I loved it a lot. He always touched me softly like if he touched me normally I'd break like glass. We sat there as I got closer to him every couple seconds so he wouldn't get overwhelmed. Before I knew it we were cuddling as our hands were interlocked, then the movie ended. I looked up at him and smiled "thank you for coming and trying to make me feel better" I kissed his cheek softly as they went bright red as he blushed. I giggled and sat up but still laid close near him because even thought my legs were falling asleep I didn't want to leave him or even stop being close to him because I didn't want this moment to end. As I leaned up I turned my head to look at the time then back at him "Tadashi, it's getting late. do you think you should be getting home?" I questioned as I looked at him he shook his head "why would I leave you here by yourself with your thoughts that could make everything worse? I need to make sure you're okay and if that means staying here for life then i'll do it as long as I see that smile on your face because that matters a lot to me" he said as I could tell he was getting slightly angry "okay okay stay here, you can even sleep in my bed. I don't want you sleeping by yourself down here" I said standing up and taking his hand and bringing him to my room and laying down pulling him down causing him to fall on top of me. I laughed as he stared into my eyes and leaned in slowly as I did the same. "I-I like you y/n" he said before he kissed me making me gasp as he kissed me
