It all started when we were kids, Sakusa has always had a fear of germs and absolutely hates when people touch him, which sometimes makes me question his life decisions but that's okay.
As we grew up we slowly became attracted to each other, and for all of middle school we were on and off then once high school came we started full on dating
When we first starting dating as First years, Sakusa would only let me touch his hand and would usually use germ-x after, but now every couple days we even kiss, but he makes me wash my face and brush my teeth before, even if I already did it before I came over. He says he wants to watch me do it so to make him happy I do it again.
People find it interesting that he only lets me touch him, I guess its because he knows me more than most and I usually do the same thing everyday so he knows where I go and who I see.
However, there is a virus going around the world now and that effects my love life tremendously. Sakusa won't be in the same room as me or dare to even breathe the same air as me because he doesn't know if someone in my family has it or not. I can reassure you now I don't have it but I do have pollen allergies so sneeze and cough a lot which I know scares a lot of people but I got checked so we good.
Since I got checked the other day and they told me I was fine decided to go over to his house. When I stepped onto the porch I saw him o0pen the door "Positive or Negative?" was the first thing he said to me when he opened the door.
I quickly handed him the results and he nodded opening the door wider and letting me inside then spraying me down with Clorox.
It kinda made me laugh because as soon as I got the results I came over but somehow he still thinks I got the virus from getting into my car and touching the steering wheel.
Once he sprayed me down he hugged me quickly and walked over to the couch " I'm sorry for having to act this way baby" I shook my head and sat down on the couch close but far from him
"Baby, don't be sorry for something you can't help I said as he smiled "ugh how badly I just wanna kiss you and hold you" he said
I will admit I was taken back by what he said because normally that's not something he would say to me or even suggest cuddling because he doesn't like being that close with anyone but I guess he just missed me so much
I smiled " I know babe. and I wish we could but for safety precautions we can't no until we both know its okay to do so. I know I got checked but it's still going around and I don't want to give to you and I don't want you to give it to me. So for now love, we stay at a distance and love each other from a distance"
He nodded as I stood up. " I gotta get home and cook dinner for m mom, I'll see you soon germ catcher" I said giggling as I opened his front door and closed it behind me
At times it may be difficult to date him or even love him, but I would do anything for him. Even if that means not being close to him
