Ang Awitin (SB19 Sejun)

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It's been 2 months since Paulo confessed his feelings to me. It's been 2 months since Me and Paulo started going on a date. And i've been keeping my feelings for 2 months.

Everytime na lumalabas kami para kumain or magbonding, i feel so happy. Sobrang saya ko kapag kasama ko si Paulo, i feel so secured.

Lahat ng pagsasamahan namin ni Paulo, nakatatak lang sa utak ko. Kasi lahat ng yun, good memories. Memories na dapat 'di makalimutan.

From: Paulo 💙
Kath, are you free tomorrow?

To: Paulo 💙
I am, why?

From Paulo 💙
I'll take you out, on a formal date. 2 pm.

To: Paulo 💙
Sure, see you.

Ang saya ko since 'di na rin kami masyadong nagkikita ni Paulo this sem, dahil busy daw siya.

Same with Justin, 'di ko na rin siya nakakasama kaya ako nalang yung sinusundo ni kuya Yani sa Uni.

Pagkauwi ko ay naghanap kaagad ako ng formal dress. I want to look pretty tomorrow, baka idala ako sa pang mayamang restaurant mahirap na.

After that, i started finishing my projects for the last sem kahit matagal pa ang deadline, para wala na akong iisipin pa. I want to rest. Especially after graduation, i deserve it.

Today is the day, nagskin care routine ako ngayon, inalagaan ko ang mga balat ko para naman kuminang kinang mamaya sa date namin ni Paulo.

To be honest, ang hirap ng walang label. Ang hirap magselos. Lately, i've been overthinking na baka yung pagiging busy niya is may kasama pala siyang babae. But, i know he won't do that.

It's almost 2 pm, and i'm just waiting for him para sunduin ako.

When i heard him in the living room, agad-agad akong nag-ayos ng sarili and bumaba.

When i looked at him, he looks very fancy. Bagay sakanya yung suit. He stared at me when i was going down the stairs.

Pagkababa ko ay tumabi ako sakanya and he whispered, "Beautiful."

"Tita, i'll bring Kath home early." Ani Paulo.

"Kahit 'di mo na iuwi, Paulo hahaha. I trust you, hijo." Nakangiting sambit ni mama.

"Haha, we'll get going tita. Thank you po." And we went straight to the car.

While Paulo is driving he can't stop staring at me. Pabalik balik ang tingin niya sa daanan at sa akin.

"Hey, stop staring!"

"I just can't resist. You look beautiful today."

I really don't know but Paulo knows my weakness.

As we got into the restaurant, 'di ako nagkamali na pang mayaman 'tong restaurant na kinuha niya. Good thing i wore the right clothes.

We already ordered food and started eating. No one was talking. Sobrang awkward. I was about to speak, pero inunahan ako ni Paulo.

"Uhm, Kath." Nauutal na sabi ni Paulo.

"Yes?"

"Do you remember what we talked about last time, tungkol sa dreams natin?" He asked while he put his fork down the table.

"Yup, ano meron?"

"I'm going to be an idol."

Muntik nang mabulunan si Kath nang marinig ang news galing kay Paulo, "really?!"

"Yeah."

"I'm so happy for you, Paulo!"

"Pero, 'di na kita makakasama muna ngayon. Is that alright?"