The Crackhead Chronicles Of The Six Strange Swans

Dear Old Friend

Dear old friend

Did u really care about me?

Or did you just want to take advantage

Of my kindness, and desire for friendship 

Did you never care for me?

Or was it all just an act

With the questionable looks

for anything that was random

Dear old Friend

Did u ever like me?

For who I truly was I mean

Because I felt like I couldn't be myself

Was this friendship all just a dream? 

Did u even regret hurting me?

Or do you just not realise

That you're actions are now an everlasting wound

But that can add to this ongoing franchise 

Because when I'm left crying at break

For the words you said behind my back

Then denying it to my face

Morning comes and I'm just meant to move past the attack 

When I forgive you the first time,

And you reacted again

By ditching me, on my own

Trustful I shall not remain 

When you strike me again

For running of with your friend

And leaving me in the dust

A friend who you were crying about yesterday

And whilst I was there to dry your tear

You choose a fake friendship over me 

Dear old friend

Did you mean to make me question,

What did I do wrong?

What was the point in making me think I was your friend?

If you were only going to ditch me in the end 

Dear old friend

I have moved on

And I thank you for the experiences

As yes, they did hurt me

But it's these experiences, they are who define me 

I've been knocked down

And battered with the toxic friendships

In past I was too nice

And forgave people too many times 

But I'm now more resilient

I won't let people walk all over me 

But the one thing I've learnt from this

Is that it's okay to be too nice

Toxic people will come and go

But it's the people who love you for you

That stay in your life 

The one thing I know

Is that I won't be your friend again

________________________________________________________________________________Damn Cubby, back at it again with the poems 

Now this is a HIGHLY HIGHLY over dramatized version of an experience I've had. it did hurt me at the time but don't worry Cubby is fine now. She has moved on. Don't need to panic 

Also I didn't put a musical with this one. didn't feel like it needed it 

Mamma Cubby signing out