Connected By a Ring (Garroth X Reader) {COMPLETED}

Jax, I Messed Up

(Play da music for sad vibes. Yup that's the theme of this one, sad vibes)

Your POV:

I feel like such a bad person for what I did. After I woke up Garroth took me back home and I passed out again. when I woke up this morning I just stayed there in my bed having flashbacks. I had a nightmare about everything that happened. I knew what I was doing, I just couldn't control it. No one explained anything to me. I've been having nightmares recently and it's freaking me out.

I sat on my bed in thought and in shock because of what happened. Then I remembered a certain moment...when I hurt him...that's when tears began to flood my eyes and eventually stream down my face. I heard a knock on my door but I didn't say anything. Then I heard my door click. I saw him..Garroth. "I'm sorry." I whispered. His eyes began to water. I got up and hugged him. He patted my head and stroked my hair as we just stood there crying together.

"It wasn't your fault." He whispered back. I took a step back.

"You should stay away from me. I'm just hurting you over and over. Soon enough....I'll do it again." I said.

"No you won't. And I'll never stay away from you. And....even if we aren't soulmates....I'll always love you.." he said.

"Why? What even is there to love about me? I'm nothing. Maybe...it was for the best I moved. All I've done is make your life stressful and worse.." I said turning my back to him.

"Are you serious Y/N?! All you've done is make my life better! I'm nothing without you! When you left, I was depressed. I barely left  my room, barely ate, barely smiled. I was so mean to everyone around me. I needed you, so bad.....and I'll be going since you obviously don't want me here. I hope you get better soon." He said storming out of my room. I'm a fucking idiot. I can't believe I said that.

I need to apologize, now. But how? Maybe I'll ask my soulmate.. I grabbed my ring still crying and put it on. I grabbed the pen and wrote on my wrist.

You there? I messed up, bad.

Yeah I'm here. What's wrong?

I think I lost my best friend...

Me too. I messed up real bad

I need advice. How can I apologize?

Maybe just go over to their house or wherever they are and talk. I don't know. I need some time to think about what I did before I can talk with them again.

Alright thanks. Hey we should meet up sometime. Not now since we're both not in a good mood.

Sure. We'll talk later. Bye.

Bye.

I took off the ring and rubbed the pen away. What do I do? Maybe...he needs time. I'll give him space for a while. I'm going back to school tomorrow so I'm gonna have to avoid him. I sighed and went downstairs in tears. I walked to the kitchen island and sat on one of the chairs there. I put my hands on the sides of my head and cried. I just lost my best friend and I don't think I'll be getting him back. I heard footsteps but made no effort to turn around. I heard them sit down. They rubbed my back soothingly.

"That's it. I'm done for. I'm an idiot who only cares for herself." I say sitting up and leaning on the back of the chair. I saw who the person was and it was my brother, Jax. He smiled sadly at me.

"You're not. I get it. You feel like you've been ruining his life. This isn't your fault though. You had no control." He said.

"What even happened? Why didn't I stop myself from hurting him?" I said.

"Oh, I guess they never told you.."

"Explain. Now."

"Well Ein put your under a forever potion. He basically manipulated you into his doing. You had no control over it. You had two on you. One to make him love you forever and the other to make you hate Garroth. Before ein put the second one on you he made you take him to his cabin in the woods. He made you dress into something I'd never let you wear and he made you cut him up. He almost passed out. But we went to Lucindas mom and got an anti potion. I don't know what he did, but somehow he removed the effects of the other one without a potion. And here we are." He explained.

"Wow...I knew what I was doing but had no control. Jax, what do I tell him? I basically told him I didn't care for him and now he hates me. I tried talking to my soulmate but he didn't have much to say. Jax please help, I messed up. Really bad." I pleased.

He smiled. "The only way to fix this is to see him." He nudged. I hugged him and ran out the door.

Y'all this book is ending in a few chapters! I had so much fun writing this and I think this isn't as cringe as my other books. Like holy shit do not read my previous books. Ilyy
Yours Truly~
Moonlight 🖤🌙