How to steal a heart: 2 [COMPLETE]✔️

chapter 48

The drive back home was so quit with Noah asleep from running around and playing with the twins, and Charles who didn't even look me in the eye since we got in the car. "What's up with you?" I asked him as I looked at him. "Nothing..... just a long day that's all." he replies, his eyes still in the road ahead, this was odd.. If I didn't know better I'll say that he actually made me believe it but yet again his a bad liar. "You do know that when you lie you make a face?" he doesn't try to say anything for that, "Okay, what's wrong with you?" I finally asked my million dollar question. "Nothing......" he says and he saw me look at like, "Okay fine, I heard what you said to your father...." I was quit for a second. "The whole thing?" I asked and he nodded. "Yes," I sigh. "Charles.....if you heard about Elijah....... it's-it's nothing." Was it really nothing? "Was it really? Nothing? Because if I'm right, if you had married Christ, then you won't have had Noah. Or ever meet me." I shut my eyes closed. "You're right......." I tried to find the right words but nothing came out. "I'm right?" He asked as he pulled over. "Yes you are, but you don't know that if I had married Christ then I won't have meet you or have Noah. So I really don't see why you are trying to make a big deal out of nothing." He looks at me trying to understand me but I look away. "I don't-I honestly don't know what the hell Ben did to you but." He stops himself when he hears what he had said to me, I was mad and I slapped him. "You want to know what Ben did to me? Well I'll tell.... he tried me up to a bed, both of my hands and legs, and then he started to tell me all of these things that I didn't know, and honestly Charles I-I can't sleep at night, I can't do anything without seeing his face. You want me to tell you what he did to me Charles? Huh?" He doesn't answer but only looks away. "He brook me........ and now I am having his kid. You know sometimes I don't want to have this kid but the other part of me want it. So I decided to have this kid and still I am putting a big happy face to everyone and I am waiting for someone to see that I am not okay but they don't. And yet you ask me what he did. He raped me, killed me. And now I'm trying my best to fight the pain, and the feeling that I shouldn't be alive right now. That's what he did. He killed me, and now I don't know who I am anymore. So...... does that answer your question?" He doesn't say anything but tries to touch me but I pulled away and we continued driving back at his house.