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I kissed his forehead before Max walks in. He has tears in his eyes. "Max.......... his-his gone..... I'm sorry." I said softly before he hugs me. "I happy that you got to meet him before I had, and had all of those memories with him." I didn't feel hate when it came to him because if I did then it could mean that I hate Elijah in a way. But I ended up loving the kid who showed up on my ER. "He looks just like you." He says. "He didn't know how to lie...." I said and he looks up at me. "I don't know how to lie." I said as he hold his hand, and kisses it. "Me either." He added. We just stood there without saying anything to one another and in a way we both said goodbye to our son.

After we were done we walked outside and I went back to my room and he went to talk to Ben. As was there I didn't want to talk to anyone or let anyone see me like this. Noah walks in and Charles walk in behind him. "Mama." He says as he tries to claim up to the bed, I grabbed him and hold him tightly, "Come here baba. Mama loves you." Charles sits up next to me and doesn't say anything. After couple of minutes later Noah was asleep, and then i noticed how Charles can't even look me in the eye. "What's wrong with you?" I asked him. "Nothing." He says, "I know you better to know when something is bothering you." He stands up and walks up to the window and turns around and looks at me. "It's all my fault. If I didn't get with Rachel maybe none of this could've happened. Maybe if I didn't get with Ana Rose then..." I grabbed his hand. "We all make mistakes, and I did and now my son is dead but...... I won't say that it's okay but we will both get through this, not over it but through it." He puts his hand on my cheek and it felt nice. "I want you to know that I'm here, for you and anything else you might need. I'm not leaving you." "Good because I don't want you too."

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