How to steal a heart: 2 [COMPLETE]✔️

Chapter 42

"It's been third week now and I've been trying to move forward but it's hard and it's can be selfish but I can't." I said to the therapist, that was forced to get in order to get back to work. "Losing someone that close to you won't be else to forget or even get over. But you should be happy and try to make free time for you and your son Noah and how are things with Charles." He asked. "He still asks me about what happened to me, when Ben kidnapped me." He writes down on his notebook. "And what do you tell him?" He asks, "I don't know that I'm fine and that I'll be fine." He writes again but it's triggering me. "But you're not fine. You re-met with two of the guys who raped you, and one of them killed your son. You shouldn't be fine Natalie it's okay." "It's a weakness ." He writes one more time. "Let me ask you this; how did you feel where you lost your mom?" "I felt bad, end of story." He writes one more time this time I had it. "Enough of the writing will you?" Be nods and looks up to me and puts his note book aside. "And what about Elijah?" "......" tears started to crest itself. "It okay to talk about what you feel. So tell me." "I don't- don't know what to feel, I'm mad, sad but all I feel right now is pettiness and wishing that it was me instead of Elijah and maybe just maybe I could kill Ben and Rachel and maybe none of this could happen and-and I wished that he didn't raped me again because now I feel like..... like garbage and." I was on the ground crying and he walks up to me and holds me. "I'm sick Daniel." This was the first time I had called him by his first name.
"It okay." He adds.