Actually, it hurts

Prolouge

Kokichi POV

(TW!!! Su*c*de, s*lf h*arm, sad thoughts, etc.)

I'm out on the roof. Everything currently has been terrible. I'm about to call shuichi who has been my room mate for about a year. I walk to the edge, and rest my arms on the railing. Today is my last day, I look down at everything. I all a sudden get a call, it's my room mate. I answer.
"... Hello?"
"There is someone on the roof! Me and Kaito are waiting to see what's gonna happen, hopefully jump! It would be cool to see!"
I grit my phone. Idiot. Shuichi changed so much. When we first met he was so scared and, nice. After he met kaito and maki though, he changed completely. Now here he is, watching me on the roof, not knowing it's me. Hoping I jump off. I quickly ended the call, and looked down at the cars. Sure enough, I see Kaito's with three people in it.
I get on the other side of the railing barely being able to hold on. I start thinking about all my regrets. I quickly kick off my shoes and put them over the railing, left a note, lastly I took out my phone, I wrote a suicide message to shuichi, yet didn't send it. Instead I turned it off and placed it on my shoes. I looked down once again, I already excepted my fate. Yet this is so hard to do. I'm already here.
No one needs me.
No one wants me.
Everyone in my family wants me dead.
Everyone I loved wants me dead.
I want to be dead.
And now, shuichi wants me dead.
I've already done everything I can to myself.
Cutting myself.
Burning myself.
And more.
I let my tears flow out my eyes, as I finally let go of the railing. This is the end for me.