My dance instructor-~BRIGHTWIN~

~5(Pears eyes)~

After taking shower I felt better and went to bed thinking tomorrow would be a better day.
I woke up, got dressed and went to the class.
There is saw Pear and before I only used to look at her not at where she was looking but today I saw something in her eyes, they were shining looking at no one other then BRIGHT VACHIRAWIT CHIVAAREE, really how stupid I am, I never noticed how her eyes shine when she looks at Bright but why? I had to find so I kept looking at her and what she did, where she looked?
Today when we were dancing I looked at her how I usually did but I noticed something different, she was continuously looking at Bright and smiling, I felt like I've been fooling myself all these years thinking that one day she will notice but I never realised that she has always had someone else in her eyes but I can't give up on her without confirming this and that's when I decided to notice each and every move of her that she makes when she is near Bright.

💫💫Time skip💫💫
I've been looking at her for a while and the only thing she does is look at Bright and smile, l wanted to tell something to myself, I wanted to comfort myself but I don't have any excuse for her behaviour.

It was the end of class for today so everyone were leaving and everything was usual but then I saw Pear looking at Bright again but this time her eyes were, I don't know I couldn't read them, but they were different then before.
I looked at Bright who was talking to a girl who I assume was Pam on of my classmate, and that's when I understood Pear's eyes and to confirm I looked at her again, Was she really jealous? I asked myself looking into her eyes but again I couldn't read them, was I just hallucinating or was Pear really jealous? I didn't know what I felt in my heart but there were some questions that were continuously coming into my brain, what if Pear really likes Bright would I let her go or hold onto her? Would I be jealous? Would I be broken? I didn't have a answer for these questions.

🌑🌑later that night🌑🌑
I've been thinking about this matter for long now I even left class early to think about it more.
I found the answers to all my questions but once I did another question popped up, would I be happy? And I felt my heart beating fast, I touched and thought about it but I couldn't find any answer .

♤♤next day♤♤
I thought about it the whole night and I came to one conclusion, I need to understand Pear's feeling and emotions and for doing that I need feel what she is so today when I went to class I looked at Bright the way she does to see what I would feel.
I again saw Bright with Pam so I tried to look at Pear and saw her eyes and tried to do the same expression and I succeeded.
I felt the anger and sadness rise and that's when I realised that Pear was angry but sad because she couldn't tell anyone about her sadness so I thought I'll ask her directly later.

When it was break time I went searched for Pear and I saw her sitting in Bright cafeteria opposite Bright and next to Man .
Her eyes were only looking at Bright and smiling, seeing her like that I was sure that she liked him.
I approached them and said:
"Pear can I talk to you for a moment?" She was confused but nodded and followed me outside the cafeteria I gained all the courage and asked her:
"Look Pear I am going to be straightforward.." I said
"Do you like Bright?" I asked her and her expression changed.
"N-n-noo" She said stuttering
"Pear look I might not be that close to you but please tell me the truth"
"Why do you want to know about it?" She said.
"Because I want to stop" I exclaimed
"Stop what?" She asked.
"Stop loving you and if you keep lying like this you are just giving me false hopes and making it difficult for me" I said making her stand there speechless, I gave up and as I was about to leave she spoke:
"Yes, I do and have did for ages" I stood there frozen not believing my ears even though I knew it.
That's the moment I found the answers for my question(would I be happy?), no I wouldn't be but I can try because she is happy, I always saw her smiling but I never noticed that she always smiled at Bright, at least she would be happy and seeing her smile I'll try to smile too, I told myself and left .
I ran back home and threw myself on the bed and stared and the ceiling for 20 or more minutes and was brought back into the real world when my phone started ringing I looked on the caller Id and it was my love Pear, NO MY FRIEND PEAR I told myself multiple times.
But why was she calling me?
I asked myself and picked up the phone.

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