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A/N: Another one before the week. I'd probably be occupied during the whole week sooo... here's one (out of five) to compensate.


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True to my words, I didn't really know what to do. I'm afraid that if I face Caden again, it might might be bad not just for him, but also for me. I know I seem so selfish but unbelievably as it might be, this is my first time to choose myself. Maybe now, it's just fair that I choose me.

"Krystal, are you sure you want to go home? We can spend the last few days here." Mom asked.

"Yes. I'm sure." I said, without any doubt.

Dad looked sad. I shut my eyes tight. I can't let them do this. I have to think about myself too. Staying here wasn't a good idea, anyway.

Kio suddenly stood up. "You're not running away again, Krystal. I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU!" He raised his voice.

"Kio. Calm down." I hushed him.

"NO! I WON'T. Wasn't it enough that Caden went through that shit before?! Can't you be a little considerate?"

"Kio, watch your language." I warned.

Dad looked confused and Mom was definitely clueless. "Krystal, what is your brother saying?" Dad asked in a very serious matter.

"Nothing! This is just one of his episodes!" I answered aggressively.

"That's it. We're not leaving, Krystal Siena. Talk." Mom grimly demanded.

I glared at Kio. He looked mad but so am I! How could he? I TRUSTED HIM, FOR PETE'S SAKE! THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!

"No..." I replied in a hushed voice as I lost my balance. My chest started ro feel like it's twitching. My eyes watered.

I can't keep having attacks like this. I might not get through college if I keep losing it.

"Krystal! Are you alright?" Kio asked,  concerned, holding my shoulders.

"Let me go!" I tried to stand up and made my way to my room.

"KRYSTAL!" I heard them shout.






I can't let it come back. I don't want to go crazy.





"Krystal, jump!"

"NO, I WON'T JUMP WITHOUT YOU, GIANCARLO."

"F*ck! I can't let you die, Sien. Just trust me. Please." He said as he try to take control.





NO! STOP. STOP YOUR MADNESS, KRYSTAL. GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF. IT HAPPENED LONG TIME AGO. YOU WON'T LET IT HAUNT YOU.





"He's crushed, Sir, but the girl's still breathing." I hear them talk. I can still hear them. I winced in pain but no one noticed.

"Giancarlo..." I muttered with all the strength that's left.

"Get them out of here, it's causing commotion."





Giancarlo, take my pain, I beg you. I don't want to live with it forever. Please.

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