Koshi Sugawara x Male Reader

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟞

A/N: this wasn't proof read, I had to leave to work right before this so I didn't have time to proof read it. Sorry if there's mistakes, when I get the chance, I'll fix any errors. Unless I forget or become lazy- sorry not sorry-
~Author-kun

(Y/N) was much less energetic that particular day. His emotions flowing through his mind like a wild river stream. He tried his absolute best to stay away from Sugawara as much as possible. Of course he had to talk to him and hang out with him a few times, since he was still under that "agreement" with his principal.

Whenever he did hang out with Suga, he made sure they only talked about school related subjects. He never wanted to talk about anything else because he didn't want to get any closer to the talker male than he already was. (Y/N) believed that if he just stayed away from Sugawara, then he would never get close with the male, meaning he would never have to feel what he felt in that dream.

That dream was killing him from the inside out. He was so focused on staying away from Suga that he stopped eating lunch along with dinner. Too busy thinking about the situation. Too busy ignoring the situation. Too busy regretting the situation.

Life was a lonely thing, but that's all he knew of it. Sure there were those few people he would hang out with, like the kids from the basketball court he'd go to every so often. But they were never anything other than teammates. Besides, he preferred it this way. He preferred to be alone. It avoided the stress of making friends. It avoided the sad thoughts of people leaving you. It even avoided the dangerous feeling of falling in love.

(Y/N) shook his head at the idea of falling in love. His eyes sore from staying up most nights. The thought of Suga ran through his head, his tears littered all over his cheeks. His eyes red and puffy from the toxic teardrops. His sniffling animation cause (Y/N)'s heartbeat to quicken and his lungs to begin to shrink. His face cringed into an ugly mess of heart break and confusion.

'Why the hell am I feeling like this...?' (Y/N) constantly asked himself. Before he could say anything else, he heard a knocking at his door. Panic soon set in. 'Was that his mom?, was she drunk?' (Y/N) smacked himself leaving a pinkish-red mark on his cheek. 'Of course she's drunk, she's probably high too..'

His mom left two days before but hasn't been back since. His landlord nailed an eviction notice to his door not long after she left. He only had a week to come up with $500, or it was the streets he'd be sleeping on.

Worry laced his face as he creaked towards the front door to his apartment, opening it enough to see who was on the other side but leaving the chain lock still bolted.

"Hello?" He shakingly asked, nervous his mother would break through the door.

"(L/N)?" (Y/N) heard a young boys voice echo through the hallway. He looked up to see Sugawara standing at his door. He and Suga kept eye contact for a few seconds.

(Y/N) clumsily close his door to unlock it before quickly opening it wide. His face showed one of confusion and Suga caught on to that.

The ash haired male cleared his throat. "Uhm, do you mind if I come in?" He asked smiling sweetly. Oh how (Y/N) wished he could say no.

"Uh, y-yeah, sorry.." The shorter, (E/C) eyed male said, moving your the side to offer Suga in his apartment.

Sugawara walked in, immediately smelling a strange scent, one of weed. He only knew what weed smelt like because a few of his friends at school had either tried it and tried to have him try it or they would just blow the smoke into his face as a way of saying "You're such a pussy for not trying weed, my dude."