The Last Chase (Leon Series #2)

Chapter 42

He's now sitting beside me. We went out and go to my house because he did want to talk. Pasasalamat ko na rin dahil inalis niya ako doon. I know Lola Anya wants to cover all my mistakes just because i'm her favorite Apo but i already admitted to them that i cheated.

This is maybe my last chance. Hindi ko alam kung san pa ako kumuha ng lakas ng loob para humingi ng chance sa mama niya but i cannot believe i did it.

" why you didn't tell them? " his voice is tired to speak up, na kahit ako ay walang lakas na mag salita dahil sa nangyari kanina.

I've put up so much courage to tell them that we want to file a divorce pero hindi ko nagawa. Sa isang iglap ay biglang nag bago ang desisyon ko. My love for him is too strong than my pride, na baka kahit sa kanya ay mag makaawa akong patawarin ako.

" tonight is too much, i can't say that infront of our families gayong may iba pa silang pinoproblema sating dalawa. " i said.

Tumango ito at nilihis ang tingin sakin. For now, i really want to rest. Pagod ako nang umuwi ako diti at pagod din ako sa dinner kahit hindi pa man ako nakakakain.

But some part of me saying that if i missed this chance to talk to him, i won't get another. Dahil hindi niya alam ang laman at takbo ng isip ko. I am pushing to file a divorce awhile ago pero nag bago ang isip ko.

Pinagsiklop ko ang mga daliro ko at yumuko. I am nit ready to face him tonight dahil sa kahihiyan na ginawa ko. If i tell him about my feelings.. malalaman kong mahal niya din kaya ako? Will he confess or? Worst... baka ma reject ako?

Napangiti ako ng mapait. Kung hindi man siya papayag na hindi na kami mag divorce ay tatanggapin ko na lang siguro. This will be my last pay to my mistakes to him years ago, i left him two times. Makapal na ang mukha ko kung pipilitin ko pa din siya sakin.

Naramdaman kong gumalaw ang foam na inuupuan ko dahil sa biglang pag tayo na. He stood infront of me and both of his hands are in his pocket. Inilihis ko ang tingin ko at walang balak tumingala.

" if i only knew that this will be hard for you.. hindi ko na sana ipinilit pang ipakasal sayo kahit na desperado akong matali ka sakin. " he coldly said.

I slowly lift my head. His dark eyes were serious and cold. I didn't know what to say.. he was the one who asked my lola for this. For what?

" i gave you enough time. 3 years and 5 years is enough to think, Seanel. Alam kong naguluhan ka lang noon pero posible pa kayang maguluhan ka ngayon? " he said and took a two steps towards me. " but if it's still confuse you, you can run away again baby. I'll never get tired of chasing you. " malungkot na sabi niya.

Napaawang ang bibig ko at ramdam ko ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. I am happy and sad at the same time! What kind of emotion is this?

Tumikhim ako. " you told me that i can run away without being chased... why suddenly? " naguguluhang tanong ko.

He remained a poker face. " after your confession to my mom, my decision got changed. " kinuha niya ang kamay ko at dahan dahan akong itinayo. I almost tripped and he laughs because of my reaction.

He is now holding my waist. Umusog ako para sa kaunting distansya but he didn't let me, his expensive perfume got stuck on my nose. It's the same perfume 8 years ago!

Namula ako nang maalala ko na nasa mga bisig niya ako. Muli siyang natawa habang nakatingin sakin at hinuhuli ang mga mata ko.

" if you have plans on running away... run now.. i'll haunt you forever... " he whispers. I was about to speak nang biglaan niyang sinunggaban ang mga labi ko.