5 months after marriage. I let my black long hair untied and danced in the wind. Holding a wedding ring in my right hand and twisted it. I am not happy, but what can i do about it? I was forced in marriags, this isn't my dream marriage after all. This is a nightmare.
After 5 months i still continued working at our hotel. Pero yung sigla ko ay wala na. I'm always in a bad mood, had fight with my lola Anya once because of the marriage, and Mateo? I didn't talk to him even tho i'm committed to him.
I just stay silent and work things quietly. Forgetting that i'm already married to a monster, who didn't do anything to stop this.
Tumunog muli ang cellphone ko para sa panibagong announcement ng aking schedule. I saw the note that Mateo will be home tomorrow. We have plans to attend an opening event in Switzerland. That place again..
I took a sip on my smoothie and scrolled down into my phone. I'm still glad that Mateo didn't forbid me for doing my own things. I still go out with other guys, nang hindi niya nalalaman.
" when will be our date again, Seanel? Don't tell me we will call this off again. " pagod na sabi ni Perseus. He's 2 years younger than me, a birtist model in the Storm Model Management.
Napairap ako. " i have some work to do, Per. We can catch up next time. "
He sighed. " baby, not again please. Where are you going? I'll go to you then. " malambing na sabi niya.
Perseus is a well known playboy. Loves to hook up with girls who has a class. Di naman siya cheap, pero mahilig siya sa babae.
" you can date other girls while i'm gone. Parang di mo naman gawain yon. " halakhak ko.
I settled for this. Flings, that's what i do if the marriage is keep on bothering me. It's fixed a fix marriage, although i still love him a little bit. Mali parin na maging committed ako sa taong tinakbuhan ko noon.
" you are going with Mateo again? Tama ba? " seryosong tanong niya.
" yeah, he's my husband after all. I need to go, Per. " paalam ko at binaba na ang tawag nang di hinintay ang sagot niya.
Ligawin naman ako, i have many options when it comes to boys. It's just that, i am not ready to enter in a serious relationship. Minsan ay nababahala na din ako na baka umabot ako ng 30 nang hindi nakakahanap ng pakakasalan ng totoo.
" Captain Mateo will be here at 8 am ma'am. Do you want him to go directly at your mansion? " tanong ng sekretarya ko.
Tumango ako. " Lola might get mad again kapag pinatuloy ko sa hotel. Madami naman kwarto sa mansion. "
After eating in the resto ay nag pasya na akong umuwi dahil tapos naman na ang trabaho ko. I let my body jumped in the master bed.
Pag napapaaga ang off ko ay mas may oras ako para mag isip para sa sarili ko. It's pressuring me all the time thinking that, will i be able to divorced with him? Na alam kong siya din ay napipilitan sa kasal?
If he doesn't want it too, bakit hindi siya tumanggi nung inalok siya ng lola ko? I was also shocked when him and Karell didn't get married, isa pa iyong si Karell. Because of her, becuase of my desicions ay iniwan ko si Mateo.
Anytime na kasama ko siya ay wala kong naramdaman na treatment sa kanya kundi ang pagiging malamig niya. He was also too straightforwards, he's always updating me kung san ang location niya at schedule niya.
I scrolled up to read his previous messages. Ni miski isang reply ay hindi ako nag send. Not even once in our 5 months of marriage. I didn't updated him, pero alam kong alam niya ang schedule ko sa araw araw.
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