(COMPLETED) Avoir Peur || •WAYV Ten•

5

When I woke up, only a dark ceiling welcome me. I can't hear any other noises aside from the knocking that I think comes from outside the window...

This place seem familiar, a dark bedroom where you can't even open your only window beside the bed and it's the only source of light in the day since darkness will engulfs you at night though I think I can manage because I got used to it...

This seems to be my childhood painful memories and I think what will happen next to me since this memory's the only thing that I can't manage to forget. It's too painful and suffocating to force myself to forget...

I got up from my bed and walk towards my window. It's snowing outside and the wind's pretty harsh today, the chills started to creep out from my system. The twigs from the tree outside is the only thing that makes noises and it gave me relief before because it made me think that I'm not alone from this hell of a house...

I sense someone going up to my room thanks to the stair's creepy sounds. I guess the devil's coming over here. I'm still staring outside like I'm not scared but honestly my heart's been racing like I've been chased in this room when I just got up...

I heard my bedroom door opened but I didn't ever want to see who just got in. I sense that the person carefully making way towards me and I even sense the shaking hands with a kitchen knife on it...

"Sung Ji-ah..."

I didn't respond and still staring at her face where it mirrored through the window glass. Her tears were still fresh though the dried ones still faintly visible. She stopped her tracks when she's already reach my back...

"O-Omma..."

I finally spit out the disgusting name that I despised after what happened after this. I felt her hands slowly creeping around my neck then held my all of my hair like a gentle mother's touch but all I felt like I wanted to vomit...

Then the next thing she did were made me stiffin, I already felt the coldness of the knife on my neck. She still stroking my hair gently but my mind's been focusing on the sharp object on my neck, ready to slice me off and die...

The familiar feeling came back again like what actually happened before. I remembered how I cried like a begging poor daughter who's gonna get killed hy her own mother. I suddenly felt the fresh tears from my mother's, the same position, the same bundle of tears that she cried before...

"O-Om...*sniff*...O-Omma i-is s-sorry s-sweetheart...*sniff*...if I end up d-dying t-this p-place...*sniff*...then we should b-both DIE."

But before she slit my throat, I heard a bang somewhere that just made her stop and then she just collapse on me. Then I was about to turn around to look at the person that just saved me when black spots strated to cloud my eyesight and then I allowed the darkness to escape me from this hell...

"Sung Ji-ah..."

"SUNG JI-AH..."

"LEE SUNG JI!!!"

I adjusted my eyesight towards the person who's calling my name. When I adjusted well, I saw Jin Suh's wet face from her tears. I roam around only to see white walls and smells like alcohol and medicines. I guessed I'm at the infirmary and I just dreamed of my unavoidable and unforgettable nightmare...

"Sung Ji-ah...*sniff* you pak! fright pak! me pak! like pak! a pak! freakin' pak! maniac!!!"

"Ouch!!! Hey Jin Suh-ah! That hurts!!!"

"Oh don't blame me!!! You just collapse and then you're having a nightmare then you just stopped breathing for awhile and that made me scared like hell!!!"

Woah, it's really that worst huh?

Jin Suh just continued to cry her eyes out and I just let her. I just smiled at the thought that someone was really worried about me and I'm just so lucky to have her but in fact she doesn't deserve me as a friend because I'm too...I'm just not fit to be her friend...

I patted her head gently to comfort her and afterwards she compose herself again and then looked at me like she's so upset...

"If only weren't for Ten's rescue maybe you've gone worse!!!"

I looked at her with shocked and disbelief. I can't find words to say and when I tried to speak up, my mouth's not even opening...

What just get myself into now?!!

___________________________________________________________________•ShelKimSakamaki•