(COMPLETED) Avoir Peur || •WAYV Ten•

7

After class, I immediately made my way at the school's rooftop then I saw Ten's presence after I reached at the top...

He's staring far away that made me look at him for awhile. He's seems to be thinking something so deep that he doesn't even know that I'm already here...

"You're here"

Or not...

My hands fidgeted, not knowing what shall I talked about first but then I look at his eyes that's also looking directly at me like he's scanning something within...

"Uhm..........so what specific 'winter' painting that shall we paint?"

He look away thinking again with his hands on his pockets. I just stared at him waiting for his words and then he look at me again still with unpredictable emotions with those cold eyes...

"How about you? What do you want to be specific with?"

I also look away thinking because I can't focus anything if I let myself be engulf of his eyes. It made me feel like I wanted to draw his eyes that symbolizes the coldness of winter yet I unknowingly felt warm on the other side though I just slipped it away...

"Emotions that would symbolizes the coldness of Winter?"

He put his right hand on his jaw like he's thinking of my suggestion then suddenly he opened up my latest painting which we've met on the vacant room last time...

"So you're last painting means that you're seeing someone's emotions? Just by looking?"

I suddenly felt my lips formed a small smile then look at the afternoon's sky. The radiance of the Orange and Red color that can make someone stare at its beauty even the darkness will be coming though you still felt the excitement...

"I only thought colors would be the only one to symbolize someone's painting though when I saw someone's deep emotions, I didn't realize that my hands started to paint it using the colors that would symbolize someone's emotions"

I looked at him still with a small smile plastered on my face, he also looked at me and with still unpredictable emotions. Sometimes I thought of why I could see his emotions deep within his eyes but sometimes I couldn't. He's someone that I could feel that I should be scared but sometimes I found myself that I'm already watching and predicting of what he's thinking...

"Avoir Peur..."

I looked at his eyes after hearing those words. Then I only saw coldness and pain again with those beautiful eyes...

"Don't ever let yourself get carried away because of someone's emotions. You never know what happened to them so don't be reckless on painting someone's emotions nor show it to them after. They would feel more terrible."

I'm surprised of his words. I didn't think he would feel that way after he saw my painting. The painting that means I must be scared of him nor I wouldn't try to get closer to him...

He was about to walk out when I suddenly let out the words that I know I would regret someday...

"Why don't you try to paint me this time?"

He looked at me like I'm insane of what just I said. I think he knows that it would be a bad idea though I want to risk myself this time because I wanted to let it out. I wanted to forget...

"It won't be a bad painting if you won't read the bad side. I want a good painting where I would stare at it without feeling worse. I want you to paint the good side Ten"

"That would be rediculous Ae Ri---"

"Just try *smile*"

He sighed then shakes his head in disbelief. He looked at me directly in my eyes like I'm not joking or backing away ny decision but I know he already felt my determination on it...

"You won't blame me for this"

"I won't...........because I know you didn't want to see any kinds of pain at the painting itself........unlike me.......I can only paint directly without knowing someone's emotions after they'll saw the outcome"

I started to walk away but then I remembered of what I just about to tell him. I looked at his eyes again then smiled...

"Thank you for saving me, Chittaphon"

He looked away feeling embarrassed, I just chuckled and then leaving him behind so he could think of my words. I'm determined that he would turn out the painting of something good at the outcome. I want to know what he wanted to tell me after I'll saw the painting that symbolizes my fear on winter...

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