(COMPLETED) Avoir Peur || •WAYV Ten•

17

Ten

The day when he goes back to school...

After the few days that I stayed in a d*mn hospital for thorough check up and such. I forced my brother to let me go and come to school since I'm already missed a lot of lessons and activities that could lead me fall behind after lots of missing days...

But at first me and my brother argued. He didn't approve of going back because there will be a tendency that I would feel nauseous and dizziness again when I forced myself again but even though I'm aware of it, I wouldn't want to listen...

"Ten! Just listen to me! You'll be in a critical condition again if you refused to listen to me! You'll get worsed!"

"I know! But I still have a lot of things to do! We have an Art exhibition this month and I didn't even plan not to show up!"

"IS THAT ART EXHIBITION THAT IMPORTANT THAN YOU'RE OWN LIFE?!!"

"YES!!! BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WANTED TO DO BEFORE I F*CKING DIE!!!"

He didn't talked back again after I said that, after a moment he agreed at ny conditions even though he's clearly against it but he told me that if I felt something that would make me dizzy or nauseous I'm going back to the hospital and so I agreed with his terms...

But when I just arrived at school, I already felt something but I can manage it. While walking to the school corridor, it's getting worse though I forced myself to get used to it...

I knew that it would be pointless to go back to school because teachers would just nag at me the whole day or even coming back ‘n forth to the guidance office for detention...

I'm just going to see her and that's all I wanted to do that's why I really want to go back...

I remember again when the time she and I used to paint at the cherry blossom garden. I remembered how she had the smile of an angel and it makes her more beautiful to look at when she caught a cherry blossom petal and showed a smile while smelling it...

I wanted to see that smile again that's why I wated to see my painting of her again that I planned to show up at the Art exhibition on the day of the Art festival...

I wouldn't wished for anything but just yearn to see that smile before I leave her. I knew myself that I'm against at dying but I knew it's pointless...

When Ae Rim first showed up in the vacant room where I used to stay after I got out from detention, she made things turn out the way I didn't expect in my entire life...

She slowly change the way I saw the world and everything around me. She showed me hope and let me see beautiful things for the short amount of time that I got enjoy the bright side of the world...

At the first time that we meet, I didn't intend to scare her but the way her looks that she's scared the hell out of me, I wanted to tease her for a little bit...

I chuckled a bit while remembering that moment again. When I saw her painting where she used black and red, I felt my face wrinkled in confusion...

And that's when I remembered why she kept on staring at me at the art class last time while the teacher leave us something to do as an activity. I just realized that time that she painted of what she saw on me and it makes me get a little offended though I already knew myself that the way she painted it reminded me of myself that I hated the most...

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When I witnessed how our History teacher slapped at her that made all of us gone shocked of what just happened...

I felt my knuckles clenched on their own but ny eyes are still on her, watching her hurt...

And after the teacher walked out, I turned around my gaze towards Ae Rim to check her again if she's alright but just witnessed how blood runs quickly from her nose while her friend keeps on calling her name because she's just staring blankly at her hand with blood on it...

And when she suddenly passed out, I didn't waste time and just carry her to the infirmary while her friend's also running behind me...

When I placed her on the bed and called the school doctor to check her up, I immediately leave the room since her friend is in there so I think it's pointless to stay behind and wait for her to wake up...

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