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Continuation of Chapter 19

Ten

2 months later, the day when the accident happens...

After 2 months of staying at the hospital, I decided to go back to school. I ride on a bus and luckily there were not too many people today so it's easier to walk while I'm maintaining my balance so that I won't fall...

The wind starting to get chilly and because November is coming to an end, it means Winter is coming. People may have started their decorations for Christmas, maybe at night there will be different colors of lights that hang on the trees soon...

I felt my head sting again from pain and thankfully it didn't last long. This headaches is getting worse and I knew it's due to that I refused to go for a surgery and some doctors that were also close colleagues of my brother said that any time I'll collapse just from certain movements because of my brain disease...

That's why I'm doing the best I can so that I won't get back to the hospital without stepping my feet on the school ground...

When I arrive at the school gate, fortunate I haven't felt dizziness or certain imbalance movement on my way to the entrance and I'm already at my way to the school corridors...

When I'm at the school corridors, suddenly the dizziness took over again and luckily I'm near at the lockers so I lean my body on it for awhile to ease up the dizziness...

Hopefully Sung Ji already arrive at the classroom or I won't be able to see her face. Maybe I can't be able to say to her that I won't last until the Art Festival. Maybe I can't see her at the Cherry Blossom Garden again...

I almost reached the back door of the classroom. When I almost collapse and I was able to grab the doorknob or I'll completely slumped down the floor...

I opened the door and let myself inside slowly because every time I made a single movement I became dizzy...

I knew my classmates staring at me and I started to clearly not see there faces because my sight is slowly getting blurred...

I won't last until the end of the day and I'll bet I might be send to the hospital sooner or later...

I can't seem to spot where Sung Ji is and I think her chair's still empty. How unfortunate am I?

Suddenly I big wave of pain suddenly struck to my head that made me stumbled and I didn't know what happened next...

I only saw my classmates blurred faces started to crowd me. They're shouting at me because of their moving lips and I saw the others who have horrifying expression when they looked at me...

Then I felt that my body just lift up. I can't even clearly see what's happening to me but I knew I'm at the worst, a very worst situation...

Sadly Sung Ji's still haven't arrived. Maybe destiny didn't allow my last wished before I leave the school...

Still my body's been carried in the air and I started to want some sleep but suddenly a little light of hope appeared...

I saw a hint of Sung Ji's faces and for the first time I wanted to curse my blurry eyesight 'cause I can't clearly see her face...

As expected it's painted all over her face with worry and shocked. Even though what the hell just happened to me but there's a side of me that I don't want her to see me in this state...

'Sung Ji-ah...........mianhae............even though I wanted to see blooming cherry blossom trees again but it's already fall season and winter is coming...

I hope you'll present well on the speech of our painting................I saw how you're so persistent on winning I have no doubt you'll win in behalf of me.................I hope on the next spring you'll smell cherry blossom petals again like you used to do before...'

Darkness almost win against me. Sleeping again huh? When will this sleep last long? Can I still wake up after this sleep? Sometimes I'm bored of getting so much sleep and I just wanted to paint but my eyes and body wouldn't want to wake up...

I wonder if I'll spend the last Christmas or even last New Year. Can I still witness the scattered white furs on the cold ground? Can I still see snowman?

Will my brother and I can still eat newly-cooked steamed buns and tteokbokki? Hot rice cakes and tofu?

Oh I want to eat that all of them now but I'm too tired so I'll just sleep for now. Maybe tomorrow I'll eat and hopefull I can still open my eyes...

I hope Sung Ji will visit me and I want to held her hand for the first and last time if destiny will allow it...

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