(COMPLETED) Avoir Peur || •WAYV Ten•

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Ten

I remembered the time when Sung Ji suddenly ask about if I like Winter season and Snow. When I ask her what about it, she suddenly opened up something and that time I just knew that she hated Winters and what's the reason behind it...

"Ten-ah.........do you like winter?"

"Why did you ask?"

"Hmm................just askin’ what's even beautiful about it"

"Sigh..............winter is also a season like spring..............winter is nice and you’ll witness snow falling above the sky just like petals from the cherry blossom trees............snow is like a cold white petal from a frozen flower where as cherry blossom petals were warm and delicate in spring season"

"Hmm.............yeah but if I get to choose what season I wished to long last or maybe stays forever.............it's spring..."

"Why? Didn't you like winter?"

"No............I hated it..."

The time I heard from her that she hated it, it made me surprised but just continue to ask her...

"Why...?"

"Winter is cold..............I feel like if I die on winter, my soul will get cold and I can't fly on the way to heaven because I'll freeze half way from above *chuckles*"

I thought she just joke about souls, heaven, and such things but I just remained looling at her while she chuckled but her eyes were tellung me the opposite...

"Sigh~....................I almost died on Winter that's why I hated it"

After she said that, she looked at me then smiled but I just looked at her surprised of what she just said. She then looked away again but still smiling, a sad smile on her face...

"My mother.................almost killed me............when I was just a little kid.............I'm a little kid whom locked away since I was at a very young age.................without a mother's love nor presence................*chuckle* how pitty right?"

I'm still at awe but I managed myself unconsciously nodding at her question...

"I was just staring outside from the window, looking at how snow falls from the sky until my door opened and for the first time, my mother embrace me and that time I also felt the warmth of the mother's hug.................until she slowly placed the knife on my neck while crying and keep mumbling ‘I'm sorry my dear but we must die together’..............*chuckle*..............it's also the first time that I'm so scared of what will happen to myself despite being locked away for years in a cold bedroom......................i-it's also the first time that I begged my mother so much to not kill me"

She burst crying and laughing like the scar from the past is still hurting and engrave on her heart. I didn't knew how to comfort her but I just looked at her while crying hoping ny hands won't suddenly move on it's own and wipe her tears away even though I also wanted to...

"But luckily someone saved me and here I am! Still living, breathing, and surviving from this world. Waiting for the sun to rise and to set. Eat 3 times a day. Watching the moon and stars at night. Waiting for the rain to stop and rainbows to show up *chuckle*"

That time, I saw how she's still in pain, how she cried hard because of how much she had suffered from the past and how she laugh and smile although the world is against her.............against of our lives...

I wondered if she'll cry again on this winter? I wondered if I'll still be able to see her smile after the snow will be gone? I wondered if we'll witnessed how cherry blossom will bloom again and picking up petals when fall soon comes again?

Sung Ji

An hour has passed but still no signs of doctors or even other medical professionals going out from the ICU where Ten has still been surveyed...

I just stayed at the waiting area where the patients family or relatives will wait for thr patient and the doctor will come out...

My phone keeps on ringing but I didn't checked it out even for a second. I'm too anxious right now that my hands and feet were still shaking and feeling so numb...

I heard footsteps coming here, and when I looked at the person coming, I saw little resemblance of Ten, maybe this person is his brother...

"T-Ten..........."

He's catching his breath like he also run while he's on his way in here. When he noticed me, I gently bowed my head and greeted him...

"A-Annyeonghaseyo......"

"O-Oh........a-annyeonghaseyo.........a-are you a classmate of my brother?"

"A-Ah........y-yes........my name's Lee Sung Ji"

"L-Lee Sung Ji...........? Perhaps are you his---"

"AGASSI!!!"/"SUNG JI-AH!!!"

Ten's brother's words were cut off when someome shouted at my name and when I looked at the people who called at me, I saw my brother and Sang Chae run like they just found me after I hide from them...

"B-Brother,.........S-Sang Chae........"

"What are you doing here?! We're so worried that you didn't even pick up our calls and do you even know what time is it already?!"

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