(COMPLETED) Avoir Peur || •WAYV Ten•

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I put my phone on her hand and she just looked at me like "what am I gonna do with this"-look...

"Can you record a video of me while I will have to deliver my message later? A-And I'll be delivering Ten's message on his painting too?"

"What? Does Ten can't attend right now?"

I shake my head then plastered a small smile...

"O-Oh.......uhm okay sure! No problem for me *smile*"

I hugged her tight hoping that she would know how much I'm thankful of her today...

"Thanks Jin Suh-ah *smile*"

She caressed my back then we parted the hug...

"Anything for the lovelife of my best friend *wink* I shall go for now, are you sure that you won't need your phone?"

I nodded then gestured her to walk away now because I'm also gonna help to finish our preparation for the exhibit...

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It's almost time for the delivering of the paintings’ messages. We're currently now in our designated seats and lucky for me and Jin Suh, we're seatmates!

Everyone have meaningful messages behind their paintings. It might be their feelinga, thoughts or dreams. I was too indulged while listening to their speeches with their partners...

I wonder how would it felt if Ten will be here? Maybe it would be extra meaningful and relaxing while looking at all amazing paintings from the painters...

A cold wind suddenly lingered around us and fortunately we wore winter coats because any day snow will come, it's already winter season...

I remembered how Ten asked me that I should promise not to cry on winters again. But I think I still can't do it, well maybe I can if he helps me face it...

"Next are Ms. Lee and Mr. Leechaiyapornkul"

I stand firm and Jin Suh gave me a "fighting" gesture while she prepared to record the video...

Phew...here goes nothing...

When I am already at the spot where the microphone is. I watched the people around me then gave them a polite smile and bowed...

‘Ten-ah.......I'm already here now........I hope you'll see me deliver the message though you'll still gonna see it through the video later’

"Since Mr.Leechaiyapornkul can't attend for personal reason and in behalf of his absence I am also here to deliver the message of his painting..."

"I shall deliver the message of my painting first..."

When I delivered my message to the crowd. I remembered the day that I've come faced to faced Ten and that time everyone still fears him including me...

The time when I painted of what's his feeling when I catch the glimpse of pain and loneliness at his eyes. The time he told me not to interfere on someone's business just because I saw something on him that made me pity him though I didn't feel that way...

That time there's only two things that came up in my mind after I've faced him. I wanted to know and understand him better. I wanted to know why there's pain and sadness on his eyes...

When we're at the cherry blossom garden. I saw for the first time a new side of him that I didn't ever imagine that it was Ten...

He seems calm like he's one of the calmness of the wind and shines brightly like the sun and also delicate like a cherry blossom petal...

And I unconsciously painted him again from what I see inside of his eyes. I didn't know how but I was satisfied to see him that's why I decided that it will be the final painting that I'll show to other people...

"So I've decided to entitled it "N'ayez pas peur de moi" or "Do not be scared of me" *smile* maybe the reason why people got scared it's because we didn't even saw what they've really felt and maybe we just have to see the inside than judge the outside first. That way if we understand them a little maybe we can even see the new side of them. That's all..."

Everyone gave a round of applause then I gestured them to "stop" now and ready for the next speech which is it's already time to deliver the message of Ten's painting...

"Obviously, you can see the girl on this painting right?"

I showed them Ten's painting, then they nodded their heads as they agreed of me...

I smiled at the thought when remembered how I first saw this painting. I was confused and at the same time I was in awe...

When I've read the title before, I thought about how I need answers about this. When Ten explained and at the same time confessed, I didn't even imagined that he saw me that way at that time...

I looked at the smile of the girl in the painting while she smelled the petal like I used to do when we're at the garden that time. I didn't know I even smiled lile that...

"I like you..."

A cold wind suddenly passed by on me and when I looked at the direction where the wind came from, I saw the person that I never expected to see today...

He smiled at me while he's standing away from the crowd. I felt my feet were stuck of where I'm standing and just watch him from afar...

"Sung Ji-ah, I love you..."

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