There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8
Lena POV

I had been debating with my self about this all day. Do I or don't I go to Kara aka super girls house for game night tonight. She lied to me for years. So many lies over the years. It crossed my mind so many times. Maybe she didn't trust me because I'm a Luthor. I try not to let the fear creep up my spine. I trusted her! But she didn't trust me because of what Lex did to her cousin?! I try to take a deep breath. I need to let her explain before I do or say anything rash. Maybe after game night and everyone goes home we could talk. I decided that I will have to bring something. Scotch. I might need the liquid courage. I finally finish work at 7:30pm. It's been a long day. I get to Kara's house. It's a smaller house. But it has such a homely feeling. I start to get nervous. What if she doesn't trust me? What if she was using me to further her career? I felt sick at that thought. I'd hear her out then I'd go from there. I knock loudly on her front door. Straighten my blazer and my skirt. I could hear movement behind the door. Kara opened the door, smiling when she saw me. Oh god! He fucking smile! It made my frozen heart beat. The way her eyes twinkled when she was truely happy. She looked so cute in her puppy covered pj's and purple fuzzy socks.
"Hey. Come in please?" She asked so very softly. Like if she spoke any louder she would break me. "I hoped you would come." She said. I look at her face. A big black bruise over one eye. A long cut across her forehead. Tears welling in her eyes.  I just want to protect her. Forever.
"I hopped we could talk after..." I started but trailed off looking around. There was no one else here.
"Where is everyone?" I asked starting to feel self conscious. I'm in a house alone with fucking super girl. Who has been lying to me for years!
"I cancelled. I wanted to talk to you. To explain everything." She said looking at her feet. She fidgeted with her glasses. She was nervous. Why would she have glasses? Is it part of her secret identity? I started to feel angry again.
"You have one chance Kara, tell me the truth" I growled. I was so angry that the person I thought was my best friend fucking betrayed me!
"Why didn't you tell me you were, I mean are fucking super girl? Is it because I'm a Luthor? Is that why my best friend doesn't trust me? Or have you been lying to me to use me to get a jump start on your career? " I said. I was so furious! The woman I had fallen for, my best friend, lied to me the whole time I have known her?! I never thought she would lie to me. I could feel tears building up behind my eyes. I was angry and incredibly hurt.
"I am so sorry" Kara said with tears streaming down her face. She was still looking at the floor.
"I wanted to protect you. I didn't want you to be in danger because of me. I wanted to tell you so many times. It was never because of you name I swear to Rao! I just couldn't bare to lose you too" she rambled quickly. Tears running faster down her face. I gently lift her chin up with my index finger. Gently wiping the tears away with my thumbs. Resting my hand on that perfect and delicate cheek.
"If you where honest with me Kara, you wouldn't have lost me" I stated so quietly. She didn't trust me. She hurt me so badly. I turn on my heels and I walk out the door. I spare her a look as I open the door. She was as broken as I was. I shut the door. Hearing nothing but scream sobbing as I walked away. My heart ripped apart.