There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17
Lena POV

The last thing I remember was blood running down my arm. I can hear people talking but it's just mumbles. I can feel someone holding my hand. My head hurts. Everything is really I don't know how to say it but I guess it's fuzzy? Great even in my head I sound like an idiot.
"Lena, this is all my fault" I hear Kara sobbing. Clear as day. My heart shattered. I never meant to hurt her. I just wanted the pain to stop. Being a Luthor is the worst thing in the world. Everyone expects me to be evil, to be crazy like Lex was. I send everyone he has ever hurt or the families that have lost a loved one because of him payments every month. I know it's not much but I want them to know how sorry I truely am. I try to open my eyes. But I can't find the energy too.
"Lena I am so sorry. I never should have walked away. I was so scared. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. I don't know when. I don't know how but I fell for you so hard. I can't bare to lose you. I'm so sorry" Kara cried. I could feel her tears dripping faster into my hand. I want to just reach up, wipe them away. Tell her it's not her fault. Oh god. I need to open my eyes. I need to talk to her.
"Kara" I croak out. My voice is so harsh. She sits up wiping her tears with the back of here sleeve. Grabbing a glass of water she tells me to take a sip. I do ever so slowly. The water is cooling my burning throat.
"It's not your fault. I'm broken. I'm nothing" I mumble closing my eyes. I didn't even hear her reply. I drifted off into the blackness again. I come too sometime later. Kara has her head down but I can see the tears still streaming down her face. I reach up and every so gently wipe them away from her face. The dark voice in my head kept telling me that Kara was only feeling guilty because of god complex. I wish I had never said that. I go to move my hand away she reaches out grabbing my hand.
"Lena, you are so amazing. You own a multi billion dollar company. You give slot of people hope keeping them employed, funding hospitals. You have saved the world so many times! You are so strong and sweet and kind" Kara rambles. She leans in towards me. My eyes flutter shut. I must be dreaming or Alex has given me so really strong drugs. I was in shock for a second before I respond to her kiss. It was slow and sweet. I tangle my fingers into her blonde hair. She timidly deepens the kiss. I moan. Her mouth hungrily, greedily takes this kiss from dowry and sweet to a passion I've never felt before. She pulls away only by an inch.
"No you don't" I whisper. I needed more. I needed her. Crashing our lips together again she moans. By go oh mighty that was the sexiest thing I've ever heard. She gently bites my lip as I pull away as I need air.
"Please don't be a dream" I whisper. Eyes still shut I don't want this to end. Her forehead pressed gently against mine.
"Lena, be mine?" She asked so softly. My heart was beating so hard. She want to be my girlfriend?!
"Yes, Kara I'm yours. Forever" I breathe.