There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 45

Kara POV

Lena walked past the med bay. She was totally focused on something. Was she holding a gun? Why in RAO'S name does Lena have a gun?! She isn't going to try and do something stupid is she? She must be heading to L-Corp. I have to beat her there. To keep an eye on her. She can't be alone right now not if her depression is getting to her again. I run out of the deo. The second I get to the door I launch into the air. I push hard to get over there. I can't let Lena be alone right now. If she hurts herself again it will break me. She is my entire world. I love her with every part of my soul and my body. I know Clark will never understand. But she is my kryptonite. I'm almost at Lena's office. I can see her putting the gun to her head. The next moment I hear the sound that will haunt me for my entire existence. The gun shot rung loud and lingered in the air. The sound ripped though my soul. I see Lena falling to the ground. I can't breathe. It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest with a kryptonite knife. My chest tightens and I can't breathe. Why? LENA! I fly straight to the window not even to check if it's open and crash right through it. Glass shattering all around me. I had failed. I promised her I would always be there to save her and I failed! I failed her! I didn't show her enough love. I must not have supported her enough. Maybe she still didn't trust me after everything. She can't be dead is all I could pray to rao. I scan her office. What is going on? I see Jess laying over Lena. I race over hand help Jess up. I X-ray them both. What in RAO'S name is happening neither of them is hurt. I pull Lena up into my arms. Tears streaming down my face. I thought I had lost her.
"Jess what happened?" I asked trying hard to keep my voice even but it still cracked. Jess doesn't know that I'm super girl.
"Kara" she started quickly. My eyes snapped to her. She knows? How on earth does she know?!
"I'm not" I start to say but she cuts me off.
"I've known since day one Kara. Don't worry I worked it out on my own. I won't say anything. So back to the main point. I saw Lena walking in here with a gun. I know how bad her depression really is. So I silently snuck in and around her office. Just incase I was needed. She was that focused she didn't notice I was here. I couldn't let her do this to herself or to you.  You both do amazing things for this world and you both deserve so much better than this. You both deserve to be happy. She holds so much guilt over everything that Lex has done. As soon as I saw her fingers tighten around the gun I knew what she was going to do. Before she could pull the trigger I slammed into her as hard as I could making her miss as she fired." Jess said, trying to hold back her tears.
"Jess I am so sorry I never told you the truth about me. Lena is so lucky to have you in her life" I say quietly. I can hear Lena's heart beating. I was so scared that I didn't even think to use my super hearing. Her heart beat was what makes my world spin. I was terrified that I had lost her.