There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Chapter 9
Kara POV
My heart broke. I sobbed and screamed. My heart hurts so badly and I don't excatally know why. I should have told her sooner. I curl up on the floor, my knees to my chin. I cry so much that my whole body hurts. I really don't understand why it hurts so much. It's like my heart has been ripped out of my chest with a kryptonite knife. I just lay there, crying. She is gone. She left. The one person in my life that wasn't family that knew me. She left. I don't even know how long I was laying there. The next thing I knew Alex walks in. She rushed over to me.
"Kara, what happened?" Alex asked concerned.
"Lena. Wants. Nothing. To. Do. With. Me." I sob.
"Did Lena touch you with kryptonite?" Alex asked, sounding more concerned by the second. I shake my head.
"No, why?" I ask still sobbing.
"You have a kryptonite burn on your cheek and chin" she stated. She drags me outside to her car. My heart is broken. Lena left. Why does it hurt so bad.
"Where are we going?" I hiccup
"The DEO. I need to check out your burns" Alex says driving faster. I couldn't concentrate. My heart hurt more than anything I have ever felt before. I do t understand why though. Alex is worrying about me. Usually in the car we sing and talk but I have barely opened my mouth. I feel like I've lost the biggest part of me. It's like something is missing. It's not like I was dating Lena, so why does it hurt like this? We walk into the DEO, straight to my med bay. Alex starts running tests. I'm just sitting there on the bed, staring at the floor. I can't even function anymore. After a while I look over to Alex.
"I was right you know. I've told you for years not to trust her." Alex says sternly
"Don't. Alex." I say with a defeated sigh. I was trying not to cry.
"You have kryptonite burns, right where she has touched you." Alex says angrily. She was beyond pissed off with Lena.
"Doesn't matter. I deserve them." I say quietly looking at my feet.
"I have to go and test Lena. You are coming with me. Let's go." She says in a commanding tone. I was that broken I didn't fight it. I wanted to see Lena or at least know she was safe. I don't want her to get hurt because of my secret identity. We get back out to Alex's car. I sit in it quietly.
"For the record, you don't deserve this. You have put yourself in danger so many times to save her. She is the idiot here not you. Kara, your amazing and she is a moron if she couldn't see you were actually looking out for her." Alex states like it was the simplest thing in the world.
"I should have told her sooner. I shouldn't have lied. I deserve this and worse. She is amazing not me. I'm just a freak." I say as tears start rolling down my cheek again. I'm a pathetic loser. I lost the one thing that kept me going. We pull up at Lena's building. I grab Alex's black hoodie out of the car. Slipping it on, pulling the hood over my head. I don't want her to see me. I don't want her to blame herself. It's my fault. We walk up to her assistant, Jess.
"Hey, Jess." I say trying to keep my voice even.
"Hi, Kara, Alex. The doors open. Lena has no meetings today so you can go right in." Jess says with a smile. I give her a slight nod as we walk towards Lena's office door. I go to reach for the door handle. I stop. I can't do this. I turn around and Alex is blocking my way.
"Come on Kara. This won't take long. You don't even have to talk." Alex says softly.
I open the door. As I walk into Lena's office my heart starts to sink even further as I see the look in Lena's eyes. She hates me.
"Get our Kara" Lena growls at me. My heart broke into more prices of that's even possible.
"Lena, please this will take one minute. We just need to test something then you will never have to hear from us again" Alex said in her commanding tone.
"Fine, asking as it keeps liars and fakes away from me." Lena replies in her strong and commanding CEO voice. I seem to shrink more and more into myself. I don't say anything. I just want Lena to be happy. I want her to be safe. Even if it kills me.
"Kara is going to roll up the sleeve of her hoodie, all I want you to do is touch her arm. That's all we need." Alex says simply.
I keep my head down. I roll up the sleeve of my hoodie. I can't bare to see the anger, hurt the betrayal on that gorgeous  face. Know it's all my fault she is hurt. This is all my fault. I should have told her years ago. Lena walks over to me. I can see her shadow. She wraps her hand around my left wrist. All of a sudden it burns so badly. I drop to the floor in agony. The next thing I know I'm back at the DEO.