There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 20

Kara POV

Back on my planet, once you turned 10 years old your taken to the leader of your house. For me it was my mum and dad. They then take you to a room. It is full of screens. Mum called it the "conclusion room". It tells you every major thing that is going to happen in your life. Nothing was me t to be left to chance. It tells you everything, from your soul mate to your death. I will never forget that. I always tried to forget this, thinking about home always hurt. I looked at the screens, next to soul mate it said Lena Luthor from earth. Next to death it said I would die in the phantom zone. So when I landed on earth I thought it was wrong. I had survived. I pushed all my memories of joke down. I had honestly lost my faith in Rao. Until I found Lena. It took me a year to figure out that maybe I should be listening to my past a little. That it could be the same Lena. But I was in denial. I started to remember more about the conclusion room. The second she said yes to being my girlfriend my overprotectiveness went through the roof. I knew deep down that this is how the bond started. The bond is going to be hard to explain to her. From what my mum had told me it was like your souls mate but so much stronger. It also means that once we are completely bonded if I hurt so will she. If I die that she does to. If the bond is completed then it means as a same sex couple we could have kids. Kids were only ever produced if the bond was complete. My overprotectiveness will be hard to control. We won't even physically be able to lie to each other. I just don't know if she is ready to hear all this yet. If I tell her this and she rejects me right now I will end up with a burn like scar over my heart. That will burn till the end of my days. If she rejects me after the bond is complete though I will die. I'm not sure how this will affect my powers. There is so much running though my head as I fly around the fortress. I land and go inside. I just need to think. I just need to figure out how to explain this to her. I pray to Rao that Lena will understand. That she won't leave me.