There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16
Kara POV continued

I stare at them both dumbfounded. They are betting in my life?! Alex's phone we t off she stared at it wide eye.
"Hey Kara, where is you phone?" She says quickly.
"I smashed it earlier by accident. That reminds me I'm gunna have to fix a few walls and my kitchen again" I sigh. I don't have enough money to do that. Again. Alex passes me her phone.
'Alex, tell Kara I'm sorry' was all it said. From Lena. Oh Rao what is going on?! I pass the phone back without a word super speeding outside. I launch myself into the air. Flying as fast as I can breaking the sound barrier. My heart is in my throat. I hope Lena is ok. If she isn't it's my fault. I can't lose her. She is my everything. Oh Rao, did I fall for Lena Luthor? Coming up to her house I use my super hearing looking for her heart beat. It's there, not as strong as normal. I see the window was still open from where I left a few hours earlier. I fly through. Gently landing on the polished wooden floor.
"Lena!" I call. I use my X-ray vision she is in the kitchen, laying on the floor. I super speed in. My heart shattered. Beside her is an empty bottle of scotch and a kitchen knife. Blood pooling out of her arm and her leg. I grab a few tea towels from the cupboard. Wrapping them around the cuts. Why would she do this? Did I cause her to do this? I did. I should have told her how I felt. Even if I wasn't sure myself. I should have been more open. Gently cradling her bridal style. I walk towards the window, jumping out flying straight towards the DEO.
"Alex!" I scream on my coms.
"Yeah, no need to shout super girl" Alex whined
"I will be at the DEO in 40 seconds, meet me in the med bad, my med bay! Lena is badly hurt" I scream. Shutting down my coms so I can't hear Alex reply. I start to freak out. I can't lose her. Flying faster than I've ever flown before I made it to the DEO in 25 seconds. Touching down gently not to hurt Lena I spied her into my med bay before anyone could see. Alex was waiting for me. I gently place her on the bed.
"I promise you, Lee you will be ok. You have to be" I whisper to her. Hoping she could hear me. Alex gets to work as Maggie drags me outside the room. I stay there. Staring at the door. She has to be ok. I should have told her how I felt instead of freaking out.
"You love her don't you little Danvers?" Maggie asked squeezing my should showing her support. Without thinking I answered
"Yeah I do" I slide down the wall opposite the med bay door. Leaning on I curl my knees into my chest. Tears starting to run down my face. I love Lena. It's just that simple. But I caused her so much pain. She tried to kill herself because I left. I was so scared about these feeling for years not to mention the secret identity. It took me awhile sitting there, crying, Maggie rubbing my back for me to realise. I was madly in love with my best friend.
"Alex will save her. Be strong Kara. Lena needs you as much as you need her" Maggie said softly. I don't know. The thought of her dying did something to me. I was broken and angry at myself. This is all my fault.