There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

Chapter 12
Lena POV

I felt so safe and loved being in kara's arms. It was like I finally found a home. One where I will always be protected, loved and safe. She forgives me for being a total asshole. Her strong arms around me. I want to tell her about my feelings but it's too soon. It's only been about a week since I found out that she is super girl. But I have a surprise for her when she is ready. I almost lost her for good. I won't let it happen again. Even if it means I just stay as her best friend. She always brings out the best in me. She never let me break. She encourages me to be the best person I could be. She was the first person I've met in my life that didn't use the Luthor name against me. I chance a glance up towards her beautiful face. Her blonde hair shaping it perfectly. How much I would give to kiss her perfectly pink lips. Fuck! Lena focus! I scald myself. This is one of the very few times I've let myself be held by this kind and caring woman. I take a deep breath in. Inhaling her natural scent. She always smelt like strawberries and vanilla. It's my favourite smell in the whole world. I let her go. Blushing ducking my head so she can't see the blush creeping up my neck.
"Sorry" I mumbled. That hug went way to long.
"Lena" she sighed then continued. "You have nothing at all to be sorry for. I will always be by your side. Always." She flashed her heart melting smile at me.
"Are we in the DEO?" She asked softly
"No my lab. At my house." I say quickly.
"How did you get sun beds " she asks, cocking her head to one side looking around the room.
"As soon as I signed the NDA, I called J'ohn. I told him with the DEO being so far out of the city we should put sun beds here and at Lcorp just in case anything happened to you. That way we can help you faster. So Alex and J'ohn have access to both places as well as you and we have set it all up in the last few days. Good thing we did here first. Otherwise you would be out for a few more days." I blush realising how that all sounded. I sounded like a stalker. I look towards Kara and her smile got bigger.
"Want a tour of my lab here? I know you haven't seen the whole house yet" I suggest trying to sound normal.
"I would love a tour." She smiled bigger at me. Her ocean blue eyes twinkling at me. I just want to hold her and keep her safe forever. To be hers. But that can't happen. She is straight. I show her around my lab. Her eyes growing in amazement. I answered all her questions. She would laugh ever time I would 'nerd out' as she would say. Eventually we got around to the burning questions she had.
"How were you able to burn me by touch?" She asked gently.
"Lex, he had injected me with liquid kryptonite" I state simply.
"How did you find a cure? You didn't burn me when you touched me earlier." She asks cautiously.
"Liquid sunlight. You won't be hurt nearly as bad as long as I'm near by as long as I give myself a shot a day. You will be safer now. I promise. No one can hurt you" I say not daring to look at her. Little did I know I was about to be very wrong.

Chapter 13
Kara POV

I looked at Lena in awe. She has done something in a matter of days that Alex has been trying to do for years.
"Lena, you don't have to go through all that just for me." I say. I was in shock that she would do that. She would have spent the whole time with no sleep. She must have seen the worry in my face.
"Kara, you have never understood how much you mean to me" she breathes. It was so quiet. Her heart rate increased. Was she nervous? We were walking into her lounge room.
"Let me show you something." She says walking towards her sound system.

Lena POV
I need to tell her everything. She deserves the truth. I hope she doesn't hate me for what I'm about to do. I just need to show her how much she means to me. I'm looking through my phone for the one song thy has always reminded me of her. It's called planets by short stack. I hit play. Hoping she will understand. I hear the opening notes and pray to any gods out there that I don't make a fool of myself. I hope she gets it. I start singing to her.

Kara POV

She started to sing to me. Her voice was so amazing. She was so good.
'🎤 I'm reaching out I'm reaching out
I'm reaching out to get to you
Sweet heart
Here's the sweet part
it's five AM
And your lips are still amazing
But they they can't stop
Me from falling
Off the rooftop singing
What planet are you from?
And are all the lights on?
I don't know how to talk to you.
And where did you come from?
What planet are you on?
I can't believe the things you do.
I'm reaching out (I'm reaching out)
I'm reaching out (I'm reaching out)
I'm reaching out to get to you
I'm reaching out (I'm reaching out)
I'm reaching out (I'm reaching out)
I think I'm on the same planet as you
Stop now
Here's the break down
Let's Leave this town
In the place of ill intentions
And the cop calls
Sound the alarms🎤'
She sounds so amazing she should really be a singer. But is she telling me what I think she is telling me? Does she like me like I like her? She can't. I'm dangerous and it's not safe and isn't she straight?!
"Lena, are you saying what I think you are saying?" I asked so nervous for the answer I don't want to lose her. Not over a stupid crush she will never know. She sighed and took another breath.
'🎤 Sweetheart, I'm here for you
to see your pretty face
I defy all the stars
to capture your embrace
Sweetheart I'm holding out
Sweetheart were pulling through
Sweetheart I'm reaching out
Only to get to you🎤'
I look at her. She looks so nervous. She takes a step forward. Closing the gap between us. She gently cups my cheek. Leaning in. She is giving me time to back away. My body doesn't move. This amazing person wants me? No she can't. I might hurt her. I could accidentally forget she is human and hurt her. Her eyes flutter shut, inching closer. Why can't I move? I want this so badly but I can't risk hurting her. The next moment a pair of plump red lips make contact with mine.