There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 48

Lena POV

I held my breath and waited to see how Kara was going to react. My heart drops as the seconds pass like hours.
"Babe that's amazing." Kara says excitedly. I turn around in her arms to see her megawatt smile. My heart beats a little faster. She starts asking so many questions, I answer each one knowing she was going to want to know everything about the new suits. She looked at me with a proud smile. It made me stand a little taller as I show her the designs we had worked out already. I look up at her ocean blue eyes, she grabs me by the collar of my shirt and crashes our lips together. My heart starts to soar as we gently start to float off the ground. I break the kiss.
"Babe, how do we always do that?" I ask her as she gently puts us both back on the ground.
"Kryptonian's when extremely happy under a yellow sun will float. When we fly if  I think happy thoughts it's easier to take off and land." She says with a guilty smile.
"So what do you think when your about to fly away?" I whisper gently not wanting to push her.
"You. I think about you." She whispers softly placing a gently kiss to my lips. I shudder at the sheer intensity of this. I haven't thought about flying yet. I have my speed and strength under control. My X-ray vision is hard to control with our Kara around. I thankfully don't have my freeze breath, heat vision or my ability to fly yet. They are the harder ones Kara says. She thinks I won't get them until the bond is completed. Thinking about the bond kind of dampens my mood. I am going stupid crazy wanting to make her mine forever. But she doesn't want to talk about it. She kind of avoids talking about it. I want to be with her forever. Kara senses my mood changing and pulls me closer wrapping her arms around my waist. I burry my head into the crook of her neck. I take a deep breath inhaling the sweet smell of Kara.
"I love you, Kara Zor-el. You are the only one I want to be with forever. You will forever have my heart and soul. I trust you with everything." I whisper into her neck. I feel her arms tighten around me. She shivers as I gently run my fingers up and down her back through her shirt.
"What's has gotten into you babe?" She says running her fingers I've run hip bone.
"Babe do you think you will ever want to sleep with me?" I ask softly. Feeling my cheeks heat up, I burry my face deeper into her neck. She gently pulls away and tilts my head up so I can look her in the eyes.
"Do you really think that I don't want to?" She asks softly. Not trusting my voice I just nod my head. She kisses me hard running her hands all over my body, asking for permission with her tongue. I eagerly grant it. She picks me up and I instantly wrap my legs around her waits. She places me on the desk. Nipping my lip with her teeth. I groan. Her hands are gently sliding up my sides under my shirt going to my rib cage then slowly and painfully down to my hips. She pulls away and I sigh. It's so frustrating that she gets so flustered.
"I want to so badly baby girl. But this is huge for us both. I want you to be sure. I want us to be married first. I want to have your last name. I want to be yours in every single way Lena. I love you." She says breathlessly, our foreheads resting against each other. I gently kiss her lips. She sighs. She has the weight of this planet on her shoulders, I want to be able to take away her stress and worry. I want to be her safe place. Be fore we could talk more she steps back and huffs angrily. She speeds off and in a few seconds she is back in her super suit.
"Babe I got to go, rogue alien. Be safe. Stay here!" She says rushed as she is about to leave she kisses me.
"I love you Lena Luthor." She says before she speeds off. Before I could respond she was out of the lab and gone. I chuckle.
"I love you Kara." I whisper knowing she could still hear me.

AN
This song is mine and my wife's song, it was the first time she ever sang anything in front of me. It's amazing and it sums up basically what Lena is feeling.