There is no me without you (a supercorp Fanfiction)

Chapter 50

Lena POV
Kara was out dealing with super girl duties. I decide I should do some more work from home. The amount of paper work I have to do is insane. I grab my beats off the counter. I quickly sync my headphone to my phone. I find doing paper work at home is faster with music. It makes it more tolerable. Plus Kara doesn't like a lot of the music I like. We both like 90s music but I'm more of a rock or punk sort of chick. I out on some Bon Jovi on Spotify and start working. I get all my work done fairly quickly. My favourite song comes on and I can't help but start belting out the lyrics. I start dancing around my office. I don't this when Kara is home because I really can't dance.
🎵
I'll sit and spin for a little while
If it's the end of days I'm goin' out in style
Too much, too young, too fast
I'm gonna drink it up while it lasts
Too much, too young, too fast
I'm gonna tear it up so fill my glass
Thieves in the night rob you blind
With surgical precision
You can't evade the eye in the sky
He got facial recognition
Paranoia on every street
It's hard to stay alive
We never know when you'll feel the heat
Before it takes your life🎵
I was belting out the lyrics jumping around to the song, too much too young too fast by airbourne. I get to the end of the verse and spin around to see Kara standing in the door way with a huge smile. I quickly turn my music off. Pulling my headphones off my head I can hear Kara chuckling. I walk over to her. Gently kissing her. She is still in her suit so she must have just got home.
"Babe go get changed." I say softly. She nods her head and I see a flash of anger and hurt cross her beautiful blue eyes. Did I do something wrong? I was just messing around. I sigh. Did I do something wrong? Oh no. Maybe she is having second thoughts. What if she is giving up on me? My head is spinning with all these negative thoughts. I shake my head as I walk out to the kitchen. I lean against the counter. My heart pounding. What did I do wrong. I hear Kara conning and I turn around so she can't see my face. I don't want her to remember how broken I am.
"What do you know about red lantern?" Kara asked. I could hear the rage in her voice. Like she was fighting to stay in control of her powers.
"What are you talking about?" I ask genuinely confused.
"Did you help Lex with project red lantern?" She forced out trying not to be angry. She obviously believes I've done something wrong. I can hear it in her heart beat. My heart broke.
"Kara, I use to help Lex when I was younger. Most of the time it was just weird math problems that he couldn't solve. I didn't know he would turn into this. That he would hurt people." My voice broke in the last sentence.
"So you possibly helped him with his evil plans? That's just great." She sighed. She walks away and sits on the couch. I knew my life was too good to be true! She believes I'm like Lex! After everything! I grab a bottle of scotch out of the cupboard. I walk into my lab locking the door. Taking a sip. I put it down. I've been doing so well. I can't let myself slip again. I lean against the door and I feel my heart break. She doesn't believe me. I can feel the tears fall, I try to contain my sob. I don't want her to know that she has broken my heart. I thought she loved me and believed in me.