Chapter 40

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Lena POV
Kara fucking Danvers is taking me out on a date?! I know she is my girlfriend, but a date? Oh fuck! What on earth am I going to wear? I want to look amazing for her. She deserves the world. I want to give her everything in the world. I want her to feel so loved. She leaves me with the kids and takes off to go back to work at cat co. I take the kids back to our place. The kids decided to chill out in the lounge with food and movies. I walk into my closet, I need to find something to wear. The kids don't realise how many of my powers have started to come in. I could hear them talking in low whispers in the lounge room.
"Sam, why are you so worried? They are so much like our mums." I hear Casey talking to Sam.
"No they are not! Mums died because of uncle lex! Casey, Lena and Kara here don't even have the bond! They can't read each other's thoughts. Casey both of our parents are dead and we have 2 multi billion dollar companies to run! If it wasn't for Jess we would be screwed! You know we could mess up this time line just being here! They don't love us or want us here!" Sam had hissed back to Casey. Wow that kid definitely has my temper.  How on fucking earth do they even think that? It was such a shock. But those kids are good kids. They are just hurting.
"So how many of Lena's powers do you think have come in?" Casey asked curiously.
"If she had anything other than speed we would know by now. Like I said Casey, she isn't our mum!" Sam snapped. I'm standing in front of my closet. Jaw dropped. My heart sank. I saw the teddy bear that Kara had given me a year ago when I was sick. I grab it siting on the edge of the bed. Holding it close to my chest. Even these kids didn't want me around. Silent tears start streaming down my chest. Maybe I am not worth having kids or a wonderful girlfriend. My chest starts getting tight. I can't think straight. Panic is making my heart beat so fast and so loud. Fuck. I'm to far into a panic attack to settle it. I try to control my breathing but the walls are slowly closing in around me.

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