A little bit of love (boy x boy)

Chap 20. Love causes pain

  Aaron's tears stream down his face as he gently wipes Luke's hand clean. The wet cloth was soaked with blood and we all have a good guess whose blood it is. 

  Luke mumbles in his sleep. Nightmares again..... Aaron knows Luke better than he knows himself. He caresses Luke's cheek and smile as the sleeping boy instantly calms down a little. 

  ' What am I going to do... Luke? ' He ask, knowing well he can't get a respond. ' Do you like me?' He ask again. ' Do you like spending time with me? ' He inches closer. ' Do you like the way I was beside you when you cry on my shoulder? ' Another inch. 

  ' Do you enjoy it when you touched me when we were at the river.....? ' he was just a couple inches away from Luke's face. Staring at his lips, Aaron didn't go any further. 

  ' Well, I'm not going to lose my first kiss to a person won't remember it. ' It pains him to say that, it really does because he really do wants to kiss Luke. So much it scares him. But another side of him cherishes his first kiss..... and is not keen to give it to a straight guy who won't even know it. 

  Aaron sighs softly and places Luke's hand on his abdomen and left the room, not before giving a last glance on the handsome creature laying on the bed. 

  He walks down the stairs to the living room. Lucas was sitting on the couch, already waiting for Aaron's arrival. 

  ' Is he okay? ' Lucas immediately stood up and ask when he sees Aaron's figure. ' Nothing he can't survive. ' The boy replies matter of factly. After washing the dirty cloth, he turns around from the sink and almost jump out of surprised after seeing Lucas standing directly behind him. 

  ' You know, don't you? ' Lucas's question was sharp and fierce. ' You know everything. ' Lucas is not asking now, he's stating with narrow eyes. ' I do. ' There's not point lying now, is there?  

  ' Well? ' Lucas urges. ' It's not my place to tell you. You'll know... when the time is up. ' Aaron can't help but uses twist and turns on poor Lucas who looks like a confuse puppy, tilting his head to the side. 

  ' What do you mean? ' Lucas is already very tired to even have this conversation. ' Please don't ask anything anymore. You won't like it. Maybe it's even better if you don't know anything. ' Aaron slightly pushes Lucas chest, away from him and walks out of the kitchen. 

  If you think Lucas is going to give up that easily, than you may not know him so well after all. 

  ' I'm sick!!! Of playing with you!! And my brother's games!! I want answers!!! Now!!! ' He demands and turns Aaron around with so much force that causes the boy to gasp out of shock. 

  ' What the hell!!!?? Gosh!!! Let go of me!!! ' Aaron is freaking out now. This is NOT the Lucas is knows. The person in front has this look of maniac and his eyes flares with fury, one of his hands are even chocking his throat.

  ' TELL ME!! WHAT THE FUCK DID HE TOLD YOU!!! '  Lucas screams at Aaron's face. The boy flinches back and struggles in Lucas's tight grip. 

  ' Ah!! That hurts!! Dude!! ' Aaron had no choice but to punch Lucas on the face, making him stumble back, clutching his nose in pain. ' I told you I can't tell you! Luke will!! And by the time he did!! You'll regret knowing!! ' Aaron shouts. 

  Lucas wants to fight back or even at least defend himself, saying he never regrets any of his decisions. But yet deep down, he knows... Aaron's not the one who should take the blame. Probably not even the guy upstairs. 

  It's the car crash. It was what that tore all of us apart. 

  Aaron sees as Lucas slowly stands up from the floor. He was ready for anything Lucas might do to him in the next few minutes but instead.... the boy was staring down at the floor with dull eyes. Like a turned off robot.