A little bit of love (boy x boy)

Chap 24. Cheating?

  Alan stares down at the sleeping boy on his lap. He was not wearing his glasses, they were place on the stand beside the bed. 

  Alan can't help but feel uncertain. Like he's cheating on Lucas with Jayden. I mean it's not  everyday you see your partner holding someone else while the person sleeps or when they lie to you about going back early because they're tired when reality, the reason is way beyond that. 

  He plays with Jayden's soft locks and smile slightly when the boy yawns lightly and turn his body so he's facing Alan. ' Why don't you trust me? I never did cheated on you and never will. But.... I guess it's too late for that now huh? ' Alan ask softly, knowing well that Jayden couldn't hear him. 

  Alan remembers the day when Jayden and him broke up. It was the day he makes sure he never falls in love with someone else ever again, only to try and win back Jayden. Looks like it just didn't seem to work..... 

  After months of sulking and fake grinning to anyone who actually ' cares ' to ask, he met Lucas. Well they didn't actually start on good terms with Lucas lying about his name then Alan himself pushing the poor boy into the pool.

  Yep, definitely the best way to spark a fire between them. 

  Alan didn't fall in love with Lucas the day he met him. No, it wasn't love at first sight. He doesn't believe in all that bullshit crap. The day he actually fell for the clumsy boy were the days when he followed him everywhere, trying to apologize for the accident. 

  The word ' sorry ' was actually just an excuse . Not really a good one I might add.  Come on, you will only bother your crush, no matter it's bullying them or seeking trouble for them. Why? Well, it's non other to make them notice you and get their attention. 

  Lucas really brightens up Alan's days. His smiles and laughs are music to his ears. The way he blushes when Alan teases him is really beautiful with a mix of red and pink, the way he leans on the muscular boy's chest when they were resting on the park one day sends tingles down Alan's body. Everything about Lucas makes Alan happy. 

  And he knows it. 

  Jayden slowly moves his body, signalling he's waking up. Alan quickly move detach himself from the boy and scoots over the corner the sofa. ' Hey. ' Jayden mumbles and rubs his eyes. ' Hi. ' Jayden looks over to the boy and shakes his head a little. 

  ' Did I cry myself to sleep again? ' Jayden's voice was raspy because of his lack of water. ' Yeah. You did. ' Alan kept his replies straight and short. Suddenly, a phone rings, cutting their intense eye contact. 

  ' Fuck. ' Alan curse when he sees who the caller is. Jayden looks over and his lips curls into a sly smile. ' You better answer it. Don't want to know what will happen if you don't. ' Alan wants to rip that sick smile out of his face. His hands started to sweat when he accepts the call. 

  ' Hey Lucas. ' 

  Ah, I don't know who I should pity more. Lucas or Alan. 

  ' Hey. ' Lucas sounds happy as usual. He always is, whenever he's talking to Alan. ' Are you still tired? I was hoping we can get some tacos? Or maybe ice cream? ' Lucas offers. Alan doesn't know what came to him, he didn't even think carefully before replying ' I can't. I still have those prefect reports I have to write. It takes up a lot of time. ' 

  ' Oh. I see.... Well than, good luck! Don't stress yourself, okay? Call me if you need anything. ' Lucas tries to not sound that disappointed. Alan instantly felt bad. No, he feels guilty. Lying was never how he rolls but when it comes to relationship..... things get a little weird for him.