Crush x Reader Imagines ❤️

Not nineteen forever

2nd part of the collab with liablueheart and pandas-and-peaches !
This song was liablueheart 's!

Sorry this is really late, but here it is! This gave me a bit of a block hehe.
Also got a new iPad so this is the first chapter I'm writing from here!!!

Enjoy!

C/n's POV. (OoOoOooO)
19 years old and this was only the 3rd road trip Y/n and I have been on together...

Technically only two though,the first one happened when we were two and we don't remember much of it.

I was driving the car on the way to our destination, almost 3 hours in the car already.

We have another 6 hours.

3 hours and she's quiet as hell man.

Usually she's a chatter box and won't stop talking when I'm around, but she's been quiet this entire time.

I took a sip of my caffeinated drink and shook my head a bit.

"Shouldn't have started this late huh?" I tried joking.

She just nods in silence.

AIGHT THAT IS IT YOU LITTLE QUIET HUMAN BEING.

"Hey, are you ok?" I ask, keeping my eyes on the road, but taking occasional glances her to see if her moods changed.

She just nods her head quietly, I don't think she even heard what I said.

"I think we should go faster than the speed limit." I suggest to see if she's listening.

She's always a 'safety is important' sort of person.

"Sure." She mumbles

"I killed someone before this trip." I say

"Good for you." She mumbles, eyes gazing out the window

"OK THATS IT." I say and pull over to the side of the road where we can't be hit.

"What the hell is wrong with you tonight?!" I yell

She just stares down at her lap.

"It's strange, but it's like you changed overnight or something!" I let out my frustration at her.

She just continues to stare at her lap and think.

"I'v player Your favorite song almost 4 times! You usually dance to it and sing along, but you were quiet the entire time!" I say

She doesn't look at me.

"My Gods Y/n. STOP ACTING LIKE A CHILD AND LOOK AT ME! You're nineteen! But you're not nineteen forever! Pull yourself together! You're a grown adult!" I say

She finally looks at me, then suddenly I can't see anything but her closed eyes.

Her lips were pressed against mine.

Holy guacamole she's kissing me.

I slowly return the kiss, it got a bit heated, but before it could escalate I pulled away.

"Like you said, I'm not nineteen forever and I need to pull myself together. And we're getting older now, the more independent we get... More chances for other people to steal your heart before I confessed." She says, staring into my eyes.

I stare at her Y/e/c eyes.

Before I could comprehend what I was doing I kissed her again.

"I'm so glad you feel the same." I whisper

She smiles softly.

"I love you." She says

"I love you too. Have for a long long time." I say

She smiles and pecks my lips again.

"Same here." She says

"Now this trip has definitely gotten better." I say

She giggles and I smile, I love hearing her laugh.

"Let's get this little show on the road." I say, kissing her once more before driving off again, Omer hand on the wheel and the other on her thigh, her tightly grasping that hand with her smaller hands.

We're not nineteen forever, we really need to pull ourselves together before we graduate college and start our lives as adults.

But if growing up means more time with her, growing up with her, getting married, starting a family...I'll take whatever I can get.

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Holy guacamole this took so long for me to WRITE.
pandas-and-peaches and liablueheart  , are we writing chapters from our own songs as well? Lemme know pls :)
Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
Have a great day and stay awesome guys!
-Allyssa💜❤️🦄
Word count:690
Written: 7/6/29
Published:7/6/20