Crush x Reader Imagines ❤️

Dysphoric

A request by @xMomoRiinx
Your crush in this chapter is trans, so just letting y'all know because some people may be uncomfortable with this theme.

Anyways, LETS GET IT.

C/n's POV.

Here we go again, that feeling of dysphoria.
Usually I'm fine, I'm happy with how I am now.

But lately it's just happening.

It all started a few weeks ago when I came out to my parents that I didn't feel like a girl.

I have the body of one, but I'm just... I don't feel like one.

They immediately accepted it even though it shocked them, they told me, "If that's how you feel, then we support you."

I was so freaking relieved to hear that sentence that day.

My sister B/f/n was the first person to know about how I felt. She is my best friend.

I've always felt dysphoric ever since I felt that I wasn't a girl...

Well, it may be because of the bullies.

Always telling me I'm not a valid boy and to go back to being the girl I was.

I always told them I'm happy the way I am, but I guess they just can't accept that.

IT IS WHAT I WANT, IT MAKES ME HAPPY, SO CAN THEY JUST SHUT UP?!

I clutch my head and just sit on my bed crying.

I just want to be happy....

Y/n's POV.
I started walking to B/f/n's house to hang out, she's not there right now, she had to run to get groceries.

I got to the house and knocked.

Her mom answered the door and smiles, letting me in.

"Hello Mrs. C/l/n." I smile

"Hey sweetie, B/f/n will be back in about an hour." She says

"That's fine, I can wait." I smile

"You know where her room is." She says and walks back to the couch.

I walk up the stairs to her room, but I heard crying after passing by C/n's room.

I stopped in my tracks and backtracked.

His door was slightly open and I could see him crying on his bed, he was shaking.

I slowly opened the door and sat on his bed.

"Hey" I whisper

He jumps a little and turns to me.

"Are you feeling ok?" I ask

He nods his head.

"Be honest with me please." I plead

He then shakes his head.

I help him sit up and ask him what's wrong.

"It's those damn bullies again... they're always telling me in not valid and to go back to being a girl." He cries

"Sometimes.. I think I'm not and I should just go back-." He starts

"Hey." I say, making him look at me.

"You are valid. You don't have to go back to the way you were before if that doesn't make you happy. I've known you for almost 8 years now, this is the happiest you've been ever since you hit your teen years. You are valid no matter what anyone says, if you feel more like a boy than a girl, then so be it. If it makes you happy, than that is all that matters." I state.

He stares at me, tears in his eyes.

He's still crying and shaking.

I held him close and rocked him back and forth for a bit.

And a bit turned into almost the whole day.

I didn't even know B/f/n knew that I was in here and just let us be.

By now he's gotten tired, his eyes are droopy and he's just sniffling by now.

"You know, I have a crush on someone." He slurs slightly

"Mmhm?" I hum

"She smells really nice, like flowers... I think it's her shampoo or something, her hair is always soft and I like running my fingers through it. She seems to like it too." He says

"She always gives the best hugs, she wraps her arms around me and just squeezes me. Like this" he says and does it to me.

'Is he talking about me?"I think

" I love her so much. I'm so thankful for her. I don't know what I'd do without Y/n." He says

I look at him and see him look at me.

"Oh crap" his eyes widen

He gets out of my grasp and just stares at his wall in shock.

"I'm so sorry you shouldn't have heard any of that. Can you just pretend you never heard it and we can still be friends-." He starts

I just sit closer to him and kiss him.

He shuts up and stares in shock before kissing back.

The kiss lasted for a little while, maybe a minute, before I pulled away to breathe.

He stares at me in confusion.

"I've liked you for... a really really long time now too." I whisper

"Don't you like guys though....? You know I'm trans." He mumbles

I giggled.

"I guess I never told you this huh? I'm pansexual, I like guys, girls, i don't care about gender identity. If I like them, I like them." I say

He stares at me before smiling and kissing me again.

I giggled and kissed him back.

"Stay by my side?" He asks, pulling away and resting his forehead on mine.

"Always." I respond.

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I don't know if this is good or not ;-;
I'm not good at this kinda stuff? Mainly because I haven't experienced this kind of stuff, heck I'm still trying to figure out myself sometimes.

I think I'm straight? Idk man I'll figure it out lollll.

Anyways, hope you liked it @xMomoRiinx !

Sorry it took so long lol.

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Have a great day and stay awesome guys!
-Allyssa🦄💜❤️
Word count: 968
Written: 7/17/20
Published:7/17/20