prinxiety one shots

secret lovers

Talks of panic attacks.
Roman POV
Today was very odd. Why? Well, it's because me and my boyfriend virgil have been secretly dating for 2 years today and no one else knows about it so they were trying to get us together because they ship it as Patton would say. Me and virgil used to be enemies but then we started talking and soon we developed crushes for each other and we were subtly flirting with each other a lot we still do now but we don't have to hide it. 

When i confessed it was after i had helped virgil after he had just had a panic attack. Me and the others were making a sanders sides video with Thomas when he started shaking and crying muttering to quickly for anyone to fully understand what he was saying, Logan and Patton were instantly trying to calm him down and no one could think of where this sudden wave of panic had came from. Until i heard very quiet almost inaudible sobs so i sneak away and go to Virgil's room since he is the only side not here currently apart from, Janus, (deceit) and my annoying twin brother, Remus, but they are not present at the moment because they are at the shops getting some baking supplies for Patton for after the video was finished being filmed. Therefore concluding it was virgil...   

I walk up to his door and knock gentle on it not wanting to scare him or make him more panicked then he probably already was...and quietly ask," virgil are you okay?" i got no answer but the sobbing got louder so i ask virgil if i could come in.
"N-n-no please don't," he replied but then i catch him say in a very quiet mumble "you can't anyway its locked."
I try to open the door but as he said it was locked, i fumble around the top of the door to find the spare key to get into his room, pat says its better to have a spare key so if its an emergency or something someone could still get in to help.
I grabbed the key and silently unlock the door slipping into his room quietly to see him wrapped up in a tight ball on his knees crying, sweating, trembling and looking as struggling to breath. The sight broke my heart. I sit beside him and gentle rub his back and say to him," think of 5 thing you can see. He starts calming down as I continue, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 thing you can smell and 1 thing you can taste."

Eventually he calmed down enough that his breathing was getting slowly back to normal but still not fully normal, I stop rubbing his back temporarily to move him so I was hugging him gently.
He clings onto my shirt and continues to cry softly as he calmed down until he went back to normal.

After he realises he is practically on my lap cling to my now slightly damp shirt he quickly tries to get up and just repeatedly says I'm sorry.
"Virge please calm down its fine-" I say gently
"No its not I've probably freaked out Thomas, I've ruined your shirt, i-"
He is cut of by me trying to sooth him, "Virge its fine calm down Thomas is fine and i can easily get a knew shirt. Its ok I'm just glad your ok, but what happened that freaked you out so much?" I ask quietly.
"I had-had a night-nightmare." He stammered out.
I feel bad for him nightmares are the worst,"Oh Virge, its okay to get scared by nightmares sometimes so don't worry, its ok. But if you don't want to tell me its ok but what happened in your nightmare that freaked you out so much?"

"Well-well um I-I had admitted that I liked, no loved you and you laughed at me and said how could i love a darkside, a freak and more like that then you-you smacked me and told everyone else, a-a-and i became an-an outcast again." I was shocked. Really shocked I would never ever say that to him sure we don't always get along but I would never laugh at him specially since I felt the same way towards him. So I began to speak trying to be my normal confident self but it came out more of a stutter,"Do-do you actually like or love me?"

Virgil looked at me surprised an mumbled just loud enough for me to hear,"Yes you dork, I do love you, I have loved you for months and months now."
I slowly put my hand to his chin moving it up slightly so he is looking directly at me and whisper, "Can i kiss you?" he doesn't respond so I begin to think I was moving to quickly for him or something then a few seconds later I feel his soft, but chapped lips on mine and I almost immediately kiss back. After a few seconds we parted lips foreheads still touching and he asks,"Will you be my boyfriend?"

I think you know what I answered with which leads us to present times; me, virge, patton and logan have just finished up filming a video with Thomas and we went back down to the mindscape when patton squeals suddenly."I just thought of the cutest thing ever!"
"If you don't mind me asking, what would that be pat?" virgil asks slightly confused.
"PRINXIETY!"
"what is that?" virge asks tilting his head slightly like a confused puppy, it's adorable.
"A ship name for you and roman." He says casually.
"Wait what!?" we say now both blushing furiously.
"Prinxiety, I mean come on you must have seen that people ship you too for a while. I think you should get together at some point it would be ADORABLE."
"I to agree with patton here, it would be quite adorable." logan said smirking at me.
I look at virgil questioningly and walk over toward him giving him a small smile. "What do you think about it virge?" I ask winking at him.
"Uh i uhh," he squeaks out as I get closer to him.
I grab him gently by the waist and whisper to him, "Should we tell-" I get cut of by virgil kissing me and I of course kiss back our eyes close and behind us I hear patton squealing and logan stood their chuckling and clapping quietly.

We went from secret lovers to known lover after being a secret for 2 years so on our year anniversary and they will always be 2 years behind...

I hope you enjoyed this it was my first one shot and their will be many more hopefully to come i do accept requests so if you have any ideas let me know. Thanks for reading

                 Bluebadger19