prinxiety one shots

Mistakes

Another one I wrote on paper that I've wanted to post for a while. Enjoy :)
Warning: talks of stalkers, murder, suicide(briefly) and non consensual making out.

It's Monday 4th February 2012. The time is 4:45pm exactly. And I'm at home, like any overly anxious 17 year old boy would be. My best friend, Remus, texted me asking if I was interested in coming over to his and his brothers place and talk with the gang or whatever. I agreed and started to get ready to leave, and as I always do, try not to panic. See quite commonly I- well my brain, decides, Ah I know! Why don't we come up with every single goddamn wrong thing that might happen to prevent me from going.

What I didn't realise is that maybe, just maybe, I should have listened to it this time. And if I had, well maybe I- no actually I'll let you guys find out for yourselves...

So, I'm walking to Roman and Remus' place now at 5:30pm 'cause it's a 30 minute walk and I'm very lazy and should probably get off my ass for once and go outside and actually have some exercise for once in my life rather than call a cab or get one of the others to come pick me up.

First mistake

As I get there I breath a sweet, sweet sigh of relief. Basically they live across this the other side of this woodland, nature reserve area to where me and the others live and these 30 minutes are terrifying. I mean, technically I could walk another way-but it's longer by like another 10-20 minutes so...the creepy path will do.

Today whilst walking I felt eyes. Eyes that were following my every movement. At first, I honestly thought nothing of it, I thought it might just be me being overly paranoid or my heightened anxiety. So like any idiot would, I didn't turn around, not once.

Second mistake

At the house everything seemed fine so I forgot all about the previous events without mentioning it to anyone. Me and the gang; Patton, Logan, Janus and Remus were chilling. Roman was there too but only briefly, about 20 minutes in he got a sudden phone call and left not long after. No one knew who it was or why thought.

At 10:50pm we all end up deciding that we should all head back since we had school the following day.
Well did, but still.
I was offered a ride from all of them but I declined saying I was walking, much to their protests.
I should have accepted.

Third mistake

As we all bid eachother farewell and leave I realize two things; one, Roman never came back from whatever he was doing. And two, the person who may-or may not-be stalking me could still be out here and I never told anyone.
Again, I tried not to let this bother me to much, Roman was probably either on his was home or at his other close friend Thomas' house and about the possible stalker, it could be my imagination.
I hoped it was.

Fourth mistake

Once I've walk out of the dim, warm light provided by the twins estate I grab my phone from the back pocket of my jean's and turn on the torch since there's no street lights in the forest.

I did panic slightly though, my phone could die, it only had 6% charge left. I hope it doesn't or else I'm walking in the dark, alone, in a secluded place, with a possible murderer, at gone 11:00pm.

With this thought in mind I walk moderately faster than before, my speed gradually quickening as I feel the feeling of being watched again, not looking behind me I keep going.

Fifth mistake

My pace continued to increase till I was making a light run as I begin to hear some heavy, booming footsteps from behind me. As my argumentative self, I refuse to look behind me still, after all this could be me making it all up in my head. I didn't think so though. I try to stay as calm as I thought was  humanely possible with about a million or so thoughts flooding my mind, endless possibilities of who this person could be.