Anxiety pills (part 1)

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Angsty fluff

Thomas POV

Currently i have been feeling over-anxious about everything and i definitely don't blame virgil since he is having a hard time already trying to stop it but i am unsure of what to do so i decide to go and talk to the sides.

I summon everyone and am immediately greeted by patton and logan and see both roman and virgil in romans spot hugging since virgil can't handle the amount of pressure hes under and is getting super stressed and needs something or someone to help him by comforting him. I also decide to summon janus and remus since they could provide some input to the conversation so why not. Hey guys, how are you all? Well thomas we have all been contributing as much as we can to finding out the cause of all your anxiety build up and are doing as much as we can to help to stop the problem and help you and virgil. So janus and i have been researching things that could help, remus has been taking all of your intrusive thoughts to make sure that's not going to make it worse, patton has been comforting everyone and roman is helping keep virgil as calm as possible and helping him in anyway he can and well you know what virgils been doing...Ok so um with you and janus' research have you found anything that could help? i ask hopefully. Yes but we are unsure of how it will effect virgil, we don't want to do it and potentially hurt virgil because that would make everything worse. What is it logan? remus ask curiously. Anxiety pills. Oh that's fine logan they don't really hurt me, virgil then says quickly. Stormcloud what do you mean they don't really hurt you? roman ask worry in his voice hugging virgil tighter. Um well they kind of send me into an initial feeling of panic which can lead to a small self-enclosed panic attack for just me not thomas then i pass out and wake up really loopy almost drunk like for a while then when i pass out again i will wake up back to normal they normally last around 24 hours for you thomas and maybe an our or two for me. Wait how do you know that? Well when you first developed anxiety and i was created you immediately tried to as your 12 year old self, kill me and you took anxiety pills and well that's what happened from what remus and janus told me anyways, virgil explained hugging roman more seeming as if he was in pain. Virge are you ok? you look like your in... pain.... I'm fine thomas but if your going to take those pills please take them now. Are you sure it won't hurt you love? yes i'm sure ro i'll be fine i promise but when i go into a panicked state no matter how much you want to help me don't or else it won't work so please just don't touch me no matter how much i want you to until I've passed out ok? Ok my love be safe and he lets go of virgil giving him a sad smile as virgil goes to his normal spot.

 When your ready thomas, ok virge and i take the pill whilst downing a cup of water. Are attention immediately turns to virgil as he falls to the floor and start very quickly breathing as i myself feel calm. Roman looks on the virge (pun intended) of tears and remus is hugging him trying to stop him touching virgil. It was heartbreaking seeing virgil are youngest in so much pain and panic whilst me and the others  have to watch unable to help. A few hard minutes later and he passes out from exhaustion and we all sigh with relief and roman almost instantly rushes over to virgil and picks him up placing him on his lap on the couch. A little while later he wakes up and the way he acted was funny to say the least. 

Virgil's POV

As thomas takes the pills i immediately fall to the floor hardly breathing and crying not just from the amount of anxious thoughts running through my head, but the painful expressions on the others faces especially roman and remus which are hugging to stop roman touching me and a few minutes later i pass out of exhaustion. When i wake up i see the others looking at me intently checking if i was ok and i just start giggling, everyone seems relieved that i'm ok and i  wrap my arms around romans neck and get very possessive as logan walks towards me and roman and i just hiss like a frickin' kitten and refuse him to come near us HES MINE  i yell  and hiss again. We know hes yours virge i just need to check your ok is that ok?logan asks slightly confused, What do you think prince ro-ro? U-um what? a flustered princes mutters out quietly making everyone laugh slightly, What do you think prince ro-ro should i let him near us? i ask again, yes vee he won't hurt us and he won't steal me either ok just let him check your ok. Ok ro-ro and logan came over checking if i had any form of injury's.

No ones POV

As logan checks virgil he asks him some questions to see what his drunk/loopy side of him would answer with along with some general health related questions. Ok so virgil how are you feeling oh i feel happy and oh so glittery and everyone started laughing ok um well this will be random but try answer these the best you can ok? sure nerd ugh whatever ok so, name three oceans. Africa.Um well how many planets are in the solar system? which one? Ours. Which one is that? The milky way. That's a candy bar. No, then roman asks how many ounces in a pound and he answers immediately with 16 making everyone who wasn't already laughing, laugh whilst virgil just sat on romans lap hugging him tightly looking extremely confused but utterly adorable. Hey virge can i talk to my bro alone, please? remus asks quite terrified seeing how possessive he was merely minutes ago. Sure your his bro so i know you won't try steal him but if you do i will find you and kill you ok? Remus shakes his head carefully scared at how he went from cute and happy to utterly terrifying then back to being adorable in less than 20 seconds, Ok then see you soon ro-ro and he kisses roman on the cheek getting up so he could go with remus. 

After about an hour roman and remus come back and virgil pounces on roman with a hug littering kisses all over his face romans back now on the floor with virgil lying on top of him. Hey prince ro-ro I'm glad your safe, i swear though if the rat did anything i'll kill him. No vee i'm absolutely fine please don't kill him- or anyone for that matter thomas adds in. Wait-WHAT?! roman exclaims sitting up with virgil curled up like a kitten on his lap. Well from what we can see if virgil was drunk he would basically become a possessive, protective yandere like person that can be lovey dovey but will attack or worst case scenario kill someone if they attempt to take or hurt you logan then explains. B-but does that mean he- he could be a yandere normally just not as bad... Oh my gosh your right but i don't think so he wouldn't do that I know he acts all tough and whatever unless hes stressed or in pain but he wouldn't do that I'm sure of it janus says looking at virgil. I'm not a yandere baby i'm just....over protective most of my threats are empty but because of how i act....people think i would and don't mess with me or well...you virgil says tiredly sitting up only to pass out seconds later. That was all true guys what he just said so luckily we know hes not killed anyone janus says looking relieved along with the others.                             

when he woke up (virgils POV)

Ugh my head wait are you all ok did i hurt anyone did- vee your fine no one is hurt everyone is ok. The question is are you ok? roman asks still concerned yeah i feel pretty good not as stressed as before, that good i'm glad my love and roman kisses my cheek gently. So virge we have a quick question, yes? what is it? Have you ever gotten drunk before? Well...no i haven't....or atleast i don't think so anyways why? Ok to put it simply when you were in you drunk/loopy state you become very um well possessive and possibly a yandere as well so  when drunk you could end up um....killing someone because of....me and- No don't worry my love i am not and will never be that yes i can be slightly over protective at times but not to the extent of killing someone and i'm very, very sorry if i become possessive or anything like that. But i swear i am not yandere in the slightest and i am fine now so their is nothing to worry about, also how are you thomas i ask making everyone's attention to the other side of the room. I am also fine and feeling a lot calmer so that's good. Ok well i'm glad now me and princey are going to my room for cuddles since i'm tired. Oh wow even the dark overlord needs cuddles janus says smirking and rolling his eyes, well night virge its like 10 pm so we can start settling for bed now janus says grabbing remus arm and sinking down to probably janus' room. 

Around half an hour later all the sides we cuddling or sleeping with their lover as the host fell into a deep sleep.

Ok peeps this is going to be a three part one shot (try saying that fast) because i am doing a angsty fluff(this one) fluff and a full on angst one so stay in tune for that hope you enjoyed.

                                      BLUEBADGER19     



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