prinxiety one shots

Anxiety pills (part 3)

this is set during accepting anxiety so virgil will be called anxiety and only roman knows his name. Also heavy angst and swearing. 

WARNING: this will contain suicide and talks of suicidal thoughts so if your not comfortable please don't read!!!

Anxiety's POV

I am actually gonna lose it. I'm gonna lose it! I can't fucking deal with this. All the constant shouting. More specifically at me for something i "apparently" did! It's fucking stupid. I can't exactly help with being anxious that is who i am, what i am, i can't help it! Why can't they just understand that! Well it's not gonna matter soon. I'll be gone soon. 

The problem will be gone. 

The reason I'm even saying this right now is because of them. They convinced thomas to take anxiety pills which the only know gives me all of mine and all of thomas' anxiety but stronger knowing it hurts me but...but they don't know one thing. It doesn't just enhance my anxiety it also enhances my depression... albeit they don't know i have it, I'm very closeted about it, actually i don't think anyone knows about not even the dark sides...my old family...no! they hate me, everyone hates me. I am Alone. No one loves me. I. Am. Alone. 

I can't take it the pain, the yelling, the thoughts everything its too much...too much.

I'm sorry....

Thomas POV (at the same time virgils was)

Thomas! Come on we need to go to anxiety's room. You guys have rooms? Can we go to Patton's room I'd prefer to go to Patton's. No thomas, we need to go to anxiety's room to get anxiety, remember? Oh yeah. In to the unknown we go i suppose logan says as we all sink down to anxiety's room.

Roman POV

As we sink down to anxiety's room I'm hit with a smell and a strong one, a smell i wish wasn't there.

....Blood....

Anxiety! i yell as I'm released from my mere seconds of paralysation as i run to anxiety's body. No no no NO! why? w-why? Anxiety why? You-you can't leave me no! why?! why? as i place my head in the crook of his neck hugging his ice-cold body. H-h-hey p-princey d-don't cry it's o-ok here l-let m-me help a small voice says as i feel a wet hand hit my cheek making me realise i was crying but who- Anxiety! i Quickly exclaim moving my head and gentle grabbing the back of his neck to stabilise his head so he can talk to me. A-anxiety? wh-what ha-hap-happened? i croak out as i hold him close to me. D-don't worry about me prince... I'm h-helping you all out...he mutters out just loud enough for me to hear, he sounded in so much pain and i try to hold my hand over the wound on his stomach but he moves my hand away weakly. Anx no your not helping anyone by leaving us i cried trying to help him but he kept refusing. Why a-aren't you letting me help you?! p-please let me help you vee, i whimpered not caring i was showing a really soft side of me to everyone else. I-I'm sorry you can't I've already lost to much blood it doesn't matter you won't miss m-m-me any-ways he sobbed sadly growing weaker in my arms. NO No no their must be something i could do for you? Anything! please i have to be able to do something for you...please? W-well their is one thing you c-could do for me....he breaths out roughly coughing out a bit of blood straight after, What is it?! I'll do anything. Ki-kiss me please? J-just once... Of course emo nightmare i mumble into his lips as i kiss him gently as he kisses back just as carefully but slowly the kiss grew weaker as he pulled away. T-thankyou p-prince that was my best and *coughing violently* only kiss... I love you princey... and he falls limp in my arms i started to cry harder as i let out a strangled i l-love you too...virgil. Forever.

ok guys this is the end of this 3 part series(?) i hope you enjoyed. Please give me requests.

Quick announcement i am going to be starting a proper book which will also be prinxiety with hints of logicallity and demus but not really it will be pretty angsty. I will let you know when the first chapter is up. Ok thanks for reading.

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