Reincarnation: Never Loving You Again

5: Seeing Chao Feng

That day, coincidently Chao Feng didn't come to school. But the next day word already got around that I gave up on chasing him.

So, he called me out to talk to me privately.

He said to me, "You're going to stop bothering me now?"

"Yeah", I said. " I know you don't like me. I even apologized to Cheng Yin and she forgave me. I'm sorry about last time."

"Good, don't bother me in the future. I don't want to see you anymore. And don't bother Cheng Yin either." he said coldly.

Even though I resolved not to love him again after the first life. I can't help to feel hurt over this.

I blurted out, "So does that means our childhood never existed? You really trust her over me?"

"Yes, she's been nothing but kind, and all I see was you getting worse as you got older. What happened to you?"

Those familiar words hit my heart again,

What happened to you?

I could feel the hammering in my chest while I tired to calm down the pain. I promised to never love him again. God has given me this chance to re live for a reason.

In the most calm voice I said, "Nothing changed. You just don't know the truth. And none of you guys trust me enough to try to find the truth, even though you grew up with me."

I think I saw a flash of surprise in his eyes when I turned to walk away. But he suddenly grabbed my arm. And the familiar touch brought sparks to my heart and body.

I turned around and said, "What do you want? I won't bother you guys any longer. And I don't like you anymore. I won't be such a 'bitch' anymore. Is that ok? Just don't hold a grudge against me ok?"

I think my voice just cracked a little. Was that too obvious?

He can't know.
He can't know.
He can't know.

Then he said to me, "You've seemed to have became a different person."

"Yes, is that a bad thing?"

"No,"

"Then that's good." And I left without looking back.

I think he was confused for a second. I mean yeah, I would be too. But this is for the best. To lock up my feelings so that I don't have to suffer anymore. Right?