Reincarnation: Never Loving You Again

4: School & Apologies

It was not the first time that Chao Feng and the others saw or heard me 'bully' Cheng Yin. I was indeed a bit bratty and rude. Her ending up the hospital was the worst thing that 'I' did to her, and it was the last straw for Chao Feng and the end of his patience for me.

The whole school heard about it and the school planned on suspending me for 3 days, but my parents paid for the hospital bills and apologized greatly to the Bai Family and the principal on my behalf. They even bribed the school with more funding for the school (I mean which rich parent wouldn't?)

The students all scorned me, and I lost all my friends. But, Chao Feng ignoring me, really hurt.

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I got ready in the morning and Carl drove me to school.

"I know you aren't bad young miss. There must have been a misunderstanding. I watched you grow up." said Carl.

"It's ok Carl. It was my fault, there was no misunderstanding. I'll properly apologize to Cheng Yin. Don't worry."

"I understand, miss. If you need anything just ask me. Or if you need someone to talk to just ask me." Carl said worryingly.

"Got it. Thank you for caring, Carl. I'm going to go." And I swiftly got out of the car.

The moment I got out of the car, I heard loud whispering and felt the obvious glares coming my way. But I didn't care. It's my second life, and I don't want to waste it on caring about other people's opinions of me, without even knowing the real me.

When I sat down in my seat in the classroom, the class became silent and the others were all looking at me. In my last life, they all forced me to apologize to her. This time, I'll apologize on my own accord to get pass all the drama.

I then walked up to Bai Cheng Yin and said loudly, "I'm sorry for pushing you and threatening you. I really didn't mean it. It was by accident. I hope you can forgive me. If there's anything I can do for you to forgive me, please tell me." I did a 90 degree bow to show my sincerity.

The whole class was shocked and Bai Cheng Yin as well. I could tell they didn't expect me to do that, but I just did. HA! Of course in my past life, I was a rude bitch, but that didn't mean I deserved to die. I mean I was all talk, but I really didn't hurt her until that time when she slammed herself on the wall.

Cheng Yin said, "Ah, it's ok Ning Su Yu. I forgive you, but what about all the other times you bullied me? I'm sure everyone remembers how you'd call me a bitch and a faker." Her eyes started tearing up and her mouth began to pout.

Everyone came to their senses all of a sudden and attacked me saying, "yeah, what about all the other times that you bullied her huh?"

"Yeah, you're just pretending to be nice, cause Chao Feng hates you now!"

"Your such a bitch, I don't even think you mean your apology. I mean your parents even bribed the school to stop your suspension."

"What can an apology do? Do you honestly think a 'sorry' could amend your faults?"

I then brought out the fake tears, looking even more pitiful than Cheng Yin. My light brown eyes sparkled with tears and my light pink, soft lips slowly down turned. And my chest was rising gently while I said, "I know, I really am sorry! I know sorry can't fix anything. But I can make it up to Cheng Yin and I'll change! I'll try to be nice ok!"

My soft voice memorized everyone and I'm sure it made them feel guilty for yelling at me. I guess being fake does mean getting everyone to like you huh. But that only softened them up a little. I still have a long way to go.

I saw Cheng Yin clenching her fist under the desk and I felt like laughing. I mean, damn, I just love getting on her nerves. She then said, "Ning Su Yu, I'll forgive you if you let go of Chao Feng alright? I like him a lot. You can count it as making up for the times you used to bully me."

Everyone agreed with her and nodded along. But I found this ridiculous, like what do you mean give up on him? What right do you have to say that to me? The entire time I was 'bullying' you, was actually you taking advantage of the fact that I was straight forward and a rude in order to make it seem like I bullied you. You were the one who always came up to me and tried to make me jealous and provoked me. But of course, no one knew that.

Whatever, I'll let you taste a bit of victory and snatch that away from you when you've reached the pivotal.

So I said, "Sure. I owe you this as an apology at least."

Of course I'm going to give up on him, he never liked me and never bothered to stand up for me. So why should I waste my time on him?