The more I thought about it, the more I'm frustrated. Was he always like that, or was it that in my mind, he could never have flaws?
At that single moment, it felt as if I was enlightened. Enlightenment that allowed me to fully see Chao Feng in a new light. What I knew about him was completely turned around.
He said that he loved me from our past life to now, but he felt shame in liking me, his "sister". Was that why he treated me so coldly, to put distance between us? That may be true, but what right does he have to constantly criticize me for liking him? What right does he have to constantly compare me to Chang Yin? Just because I loved him?
Moreover, if Chang Yin likes him, and he doesn't like her, why didn't he do the same as what he did to me? His excuse was that he could never get rid of her, that she always comes back. However, wasn't I the same in the past life? So that means, he's just going to play with her feelings too? He's just going to lead her on like that?
How despicable!
But — do I still love him? I mean he's reciprocating my love for him, but my feelings all messed up right now.
Or was it that I just liked the idea of obtaining him after all that heartache?
We'll see. I'll see. I'll see for myself.
But right now, I want to live the life I want. To live freely, without the binding of my chains from my past life.
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Reincarnation: Never Loving You Again
RomanceShe vowed to never love him again, but it seems impossible when she tries hard to hide the overwhelming feeling of love. [cover credit to the artist]
