Reincarnation: Never Loving You Again

14: Chao Feng's Obession

After the whole scandal with Chao Feng, I had to avoid him all sophomore and junior years of high school before he toned down his chase on me.

I finally realized that it was karma that made our situation flipped around. It was Chao Feng that apparently fell in love with me instead of me loving him. It's kind of annoying having him always trying to cling onto me and low key stalk me. I think I was the same in the past life, and I just realized how creepy that was.

He would follow me to and from class. He would follow me home before going back to his. He would have his family butler drop off flowers or snacks everyday non stop.

It's also weird because now the whole school saw Chao Feng's 180 change and was gossiping about how he liked me. Thus, Chang Yin tried starting some drama about me stealing her boyfriend and tired to get the whole class to follow suit, that is until Chao Feng stepped in and crushed the little power she had.

If I had to be honest, having him do that for me and chase me really made me feel better about myself in the past life. My dignity was restored somewhat, but seeming him becoming haggard still had an effect on me.

I don't wanna see him drown in what he thinks is love for me. What he misses was my care and love for him; he's missing what he didn't value until he lost it.

So in our senior year, I took the chance to have a chat with him when my mother took me to his house again. I told him that his actions were obsessive and he's becoming more like me in my past life. And he told me, "what's wrong with that? I loved how you were in the past, and I still love you now. We should be together, that's the way it should've turned out." I shook my head and sighed as I tried talking some sense into him.

"Chao Feng, let me say it again. I LOVED you, but not anymore. If you continue to act the way you are, you WILL end up like me in my past life. Even though I don't like you anymore, I still value the childhood friendship that we had. I still wanna be friends, but this isn't the right time to do so. I don't wanna hurt you even more. You need to think about it." Then I went out and left him to his own thoughts.

The next day at school, he stopped following me. He stopped talking to me, and he would still send some snacks or letters or flowers, but this time once a week.

I'm grateful that he stopped being so obsessive, but I'm afraid that this 'love' will still eat away at him.