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Connor slept in my bed with me last night but I couldn't sleep.  I tried to fall asleep but it didn't work. I got up and went into the bathroom. James was still inside the house  so I was very eerie about leaving. I made it to the bathroom and heard a knock I jumped and opened the door. James was standing there. He walked into the bathroom and shut the door. "I'm sorry. My anger got to be too much to handle. I didn't mean for it to go that far. I'm sorry" he claimed running his fingers through his hair. I looked at him and our eyes met. Thus was the boy I fell in love with. The boy I lost my virginity to and the boy who raped me. I still had feelings but the were more hate than love. I rolled my eyes and pushed past him. I stopped. And turned around "you did use protection. Right?" I asked. He shook his head and my heart stopped. I got really worried. And went back to my room I woke Connor up and told him everything. He looked terrified. Why me?why my life? I hate this. I'll test in one week. But until then I'm going to try to forget it.

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