Suga noticed Taehyung being happier than usual. For the past few months, Tae was not joyful anymore. He would feel frustrated and he would become angry over small issues. But right now, Suga can see the same old Taehyung who is full of life. Taehyung really loves YN he guessed. He just wished him to be happy.
YN pov
I saw Jungkook getting jealous. He looks too hot when he pokes his inner cheek with his tongue
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and he looks too cute when he scrunches his nose.
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His eyes, his nose, his lips, the mole under his lip, everything about him is so perfect. How can someone be so handsome yet so cute? I read articles about him being humble towards others too. I also read articles about experts judging his gestures and actions. If there is anything that is common between all the articles, it is the conclusion that he is a gentleman.
I am so lucky that this perfect man loves me. I love him too but I am too afraid of relationships. I have never been in one. It's not like I never had the chance, many guys wanted to be with me but I couldn't gather the courage to explore life in that way. I am too scared of heartbreaks.
I have seen Chaerin crying for days whenever she broke up with her boyfriends. I also witnessed her trying to end up her life when we were in high school. That was the moment I realised, I can never bear something like that. I also made my parents promise me that they will get me married to a guy whom they select for me. And that they will never pester me to be in a relationship. They understood my situation. They are well aware of my insecurities and they supported me.
But with Jungkook, it feels so different. It feels like everything will be alright. As If nothing can go wrong as long as he is by my side. As long as he stands by me, the pain of a heartbreak and the joy of feeling loved are worth trying. May be I can never say these words to him may be he would just understand all these words even without having to say.
I was so lost in my thoughts when Jungkook cleared his throat and I got back from my imaginary world and looked at him.
J-Hope said, "YN do you find Suga that attractive?"
I didn't know what was he talking about so I just said, "Huh"
"I mean you are continuously looking at Suga Hyung without even saying anything and without even paying attention to Taehyung's words."he added.
Suga was looking at me as if judging me.
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That's when I realised that may be I was spacing out and my eyes were fixed on Suga. I said, "Sorry Suga Hyung. I was lost in thoughts."
"It's Oppa for you girl." He said
"Yes but can I call you Hyung? Suga and Hyung kind of goes together well."
Judging me, he said, "I had a doubt that you are not completely right in the head. I was right about that." I laughed at his remark.
I apologised to Taehyung and asked him to continue.
He told me about his staff and how they take care of BTS. The members also mentioned that I need not be afraid as the staff and the delegates are very cooperative and friendly. But honestly this is not the thing that is bothering me. We all wished a good night's sleep to each other and went to our bedrooms.
Taehyung pov
She is here. Sleeping in the same house as me. How can I control myself now? I don't know what to do? I need to see her right now. She might be sleeping right now. So what? I will just see her and come back that's it. I can control my hormones not a big deal for me.
I went inside her room using the spare key I had with me. There she is sleeping beautifully on the bed. She looks too cuddly. I want to sleep cuddling her. I cannot control myself right now. I went near her and kissed her forehead. She smiled in her sleep. I smiled back. I layed beside her, hugging her. I am feeling sleepy even without taking my sleeping pills. It's strange, for the past few months I was unable to sleep without taking my sleeping pills. Without even realising, I drifted off to sleep.
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The very next morning, I woke up feeling really light. I saw YN sleeping in my arms. The sun rising lit up her face making her look like an angel. She is too beautiful to be real. I kissed her forehead, pecked her lips. I am feeling as the luckiest man on this earth. My YN is in my arms, sleeping and squirming. Wait she is squirming, she is about to wake up. Without even thinking twice I got up from the bed and ran out of her room. Phew! That was close.
Yn slept so comfortably. She felt as if she was hugging something really tough yet a soft thing. As soon as she woke up, she couldn't help but smile thinking about JK. Surprisingly he is the first thing that came in her mind after waking up.
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She was very sure about her feelings. She was happy about being his girl but was concerned about its pros and cons. She didn't know what will she do about it.
