𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫! 𝐉𝐉𝐊! 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 54

YN pov

"What were you doing?" he asked. Before I could open my mouth, he said, "Don't try to make connections with Mrs. Kim. She is a caring lady. I don't want you to hurt her the way you hurt me." he said.

I was looking down the whole time as I still don't have the courage to look in his eyes.

"Didn't I make myself clear last time YN? Look at me when I'm talking to you." saying this he grabbed my jaw making me face him.

He slammed his lips harshly kissing me making it difficult for me to breathe. I was trying to back away only to stop when my back was pressed on the wall. His hands started roaming on my body making me scared to the bones.

His one hand went behind me unzipping my dress while other was busy keeping my face straight. Within a couple of seconds, my dress was on my feet leaving me only in my under garments.

Jungkook broke the kiss and moved away from me eyeing me intensely. "Do you know how much inner peace I get seeing you struggling to break free and realising that there's no way out?"

"Why did you do this YN? We were so perfect. You just had to wait for me. I would have made everything alright. Why didn't you believe in me?" he said making me look at him. His eyes were teary hitting the guilt right at my face.

Unknowingly I moved forward to touch him only to be pushed by him. "It's your fault that I became this way. Its your fault I am hating myself for loving you." saying this he attacked my neck with his harsh kisses.

"Argh. Jungkook. Its hurting me."

"What about about the pain you gave me? Do you know how much you hurt me, here?" he said putting my hand on his heart. My eyes mirrored his. Tears were continuously flowing from my eyes too.

He wiped his tears and held my neck choking it. "You killed me YN. You destroyed everything. You took away my Everything just to satisfy your lust." he said angrily. "Now I will make sure to destroy you."

He again went back to kissing my neck harshly taking my skin between his teeth. Soon I was covered with marks given by him. He lifted me off the floor and carried me towards the bed. He laid me down and stood back eyeing me.

He hovered over me and started ripping my undergarments like a beast. "Jungkook." I said out of shock.

"Stop calling my name." he gritted.

"Please don't do this." I started screaming in fear.

I'm sure that even Mrs. Kim can hear my screams. "Please stop it." I started begging him.

But he became deaf to my pleads. "Jungkook stop it please." His eyes were closed and so was his heart towards me. I continued begging him to stop with a hope that may be he will listen to me but he wasn't in the mood of giving up.

I was crying continuously but he continued ripping my clothing. Suddenly, he got off me and stood away from me with his back facing me.

"I totally want to hurt you but this stupid heart of mine isn't allowing me. I'm not like you Yn. I'm not heartless." he went away with tears flowing from his eyes.

He left me in my guilt making me cry my heart out. I put my head on the pillow and covered my bare body with the blanket. I started crying heavily thinking about how beautiful my life would have been only if I had waited for Jungkook. Unknowingly, I drifted off to sleep.

I woke up but couldn't comprehend my surroundings. My eyes were paining as if someone pricked thousands of needles in it. May be I slept for the entire day as it was dusk now.